Oh my! counting down!

[suzan]

for my D&C or D&E whatever the doc is gona do. I am not gona call and ask too many questions, it just needs to be done, painful or not. I need to get over with it so that I can call mom and tell her about the whole pregnancy loss so that she feels more relaxed that I already did it and not going to do.

I am scared to feel pain, am a coward! I am scared to bleed for a month and half like last time, and am scared AF doesnt show up fast to make time pass and TTC again.

Am scared about so many things! and what I am so scared most of is that DH wont be with me a friend of mine is going with me.

How hard it is when u dont have ur mom near you

Well, Wednesday it is. Will post how it goes.

Cheers

Edit: forgot to mention that I still feel pregnant, my boobs got really huge, and they still hurt.. Wow, this blighted ovum thing is so scary.

 

[Suz]

Wishing you all the best for Wed. Will keep you in my thoughts.

 

[skiwi]

wishing you all the best you know we will be thinking of you x x x

 

[suzan]

Thx Suz and skiwi!

 

[Samantha675]

I hope things go as well as they can tomorrow. When I lived far from home, not having my mom around when something was wrong, was the worst, so I totally know how you feel. Big hug love!!

 

[Linzi]

I know what you mean about needing your mum. Im the same with my dad.

Stay strong hun, good luck

xxx

 

[elles28]

Hey Susan I have been thinking of you & I am sending you massive I am so sorry you have to go through with tomorrow...good luck & pm if you need to...Elle xx

 

[cheryl]

I am thinking of you suzan, stay strong. A big big big from me to you.
Luv Cheryl xxx

 

[danielle19]

hope all goes well hun xxxx
will be thinking about you xxxxx

 

[poppy]

It was really sad to hear your news Suzan, especially with all you have been through. Keep strong mate.

 

[Mynxie]

I'm thinking of you sweetie xxxxxxx

 

[suzan]

Thanks girls.

I have an update on what happened today. I posted a new thread in the Miscarriage forum.