elishaty
mummy x2 & preg twin boys
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not sure why im writing this but my friends and family are so use to him walkin out and coming back the same day that i dont think it worries them like it does to me. doesnt help im all hormonal either.
well yesterday morning around 11am i came home with my two littlens from visiting my dad (he lives close) when i got in i went to the kitchen and came and sat on the pc chair unaware of anything! next minute i know the kids are playing and OH has a bag packed quite full... he stood by the door and just said "i'll still see the kids" and walked out. i thought he would come home the same night, we never argued or anything and i thought he just needed some time to think but when i texted him today because he didnt come home last night he said "we both hate eachother so dont talk to him" why he thinks that i havent a clue! my first child was with my first love (rather i thought it was love i was young n silly) when i told him i was pregnant he got the next flight to sweden... literally! hes an international speedway rider and very full of himself! well i met OH when i was 5months preg with my 1st so he braught up my son from day one and is classed as my sons dad. we then had a daughter now 16months old and im expecting identical twin boys due january. everything has been fine i thought he was happy hes having son's bla bla and we didnt argue or anything he just walked out... so im more shocked than anything but im so scared he wont come back and il be left with 4 kids all under 4years old my son is epileptic so can b hard work when he gets wound up. it seems everything is happening and i just want it to stop im affriad i wont be able to look after the kids properly on my own im only 20years old and never thought he would leave we were due to get married next year but it seems its off
sorry long msg x
well yesterday morning around 11am i came home with my two littlens from visiting my dad (he lives close) when i got in i went to the kitchen and came and sat on the pc chair unaware of anything! next minute i know the kids are playing and OH has a bag packed quite full... he stood by the door and just said "i'll still see the kids" and walked out. i thought he would come home the same night, we never argued or anything and i thought he just needed some time to think but when i texted him today because he didnt come home last night he said "we both hate eachother so dont talk to him" why he thinks that i havent a clue! my first child was with my first love (rather i thought it was love i was young n silly) when i told him i was pregnant he got the next flight to sweden... literally! hes an international speedway rider and very full of himself! well i met OH when i was 5months preg with my 1st so he braught up my son from day one and is classed as my sons dad. we then had a daughter now 16months old and im expecting identical twin boys due january. everything has been fine i thought he was happy hes having son's bla bla and we didnt argue or anything he just walked out... so im more shocked than anything but im so scared he wont come back and il be left with 4 kids all under 4years old my son is epileptic so can b hard work when he gets wound up. it seems everything is happening and i just want it to stop im affriad i wont be able to look after the kids properly on my own im only 20years old and never thought he would leave we were due to get married next year but it seems its off
sorry long msg x