yazoo
Mummy of girl & angel boy
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I feel like any progress I have made is gone. I'm so down. I just want my baby. I'm sick of putting on a face and saying I'm ok when I'm not. I'm not ok at all.
I'm in a mood alot of the time and today I just can't stop crying. Absolutely everything is getting on top of me. What is a little problem or issue in my life is intensified so much and I feel like it is a major issue. Before now I could deal with things pretty well but the littlest thing leaves me wanting to cry and just go and hide somewhere. Today I feel like just hiding from the world. I feel bad for my DD and OH because I am moody but I just can't help it. I feel anxious all the time and have an almost constant feeling of pressure in my chest which I think is anxiety but I'm not sure.
I am absolutely dreading Xmas but I have to go ahead and pretend that I'm ok for the sake of my family. I really don't know what to do. I haven't shared how I am feeling with anyone but today I am just so down and can't stop crying so I felt like I needed to share with you guys.
I'm sorry for the ramble. xxx
I'm in a mood alot of the time and today I just can't stop crying. Absolutely everything is getting on top of me. What is a little problem or issue in my life is intensified so much and I feel like it is a major issue. Before now I could deal with things pretty well but the littlest thing leaves me wanting to cry and just go and hide somewhere. Today I feel like just hiding from the world. I feel bad for my DD and OH because I am moody but I just can't help it. I feel anxious all the time and have an almost constant feeling of pressure in my chest which I think is anxiety but I'm not sure.
I am absolutely dreading Xmas but I have to go ahead and pretend that I'm ok for the sake of my family. I really don't know what to do. I haven't shared how I am feeling with anyone but today I am just so down and can't stop crying so I felt like I needed to share with you guys.
I'm sorry for the ramble. xxx