Ouch....This TTW has sucked so badly...8dpo

[AndreaFlorida]

Hey everyone a quick update....I thought I saw a faint line on my Walgreens test....well it dried and its BFP now....should I trust it? Its a blue dye so I'm taking another FRER early in the morning! I shall post a pic later....hubby would shoot me if he knew I took another test...sooooo I gotta "sneak" the pic with my cell phone and "hide" it on here! Sooooo I shall update later it might take a while as my moms in hospital with heart trouble....and my sons hamster passed poor critter. Its been a HORRIBLE day sorry for not updating as I normally would....so sorry and I've never cried so hard over a little bitty animal than I did that little rat....grrr My hormones are FLARING up badly I think I am preggers seriously! I've been crying all day long!

 

[Deethehippy]

Please post a pic later if you can Andrea - i really hope its your BFP
I know EXACTLY where you are coming from with the little pet dying, i had to take my son to have our rat put down last friday and we were all emotional wrecks :/
Hopefully its hormones
And i hope your mum is ok, thinking of you

 

[Braven05]

Sorry to hear about your mom Andrea and your boy's little friend...excited to see the pic though!

 

[Doingit4us]

I'm happy to hear that you might have you BFP, but sorry to hear about your family members. My daughter has a guinea pig and I know she would be crushed if something happpend to him.

 

[CouldThisBeIt]

Sorry you've had such a rough day Andrea.

My biggest news today was getting my first evap line! In the stupid amount of tests I've taken this month I've not seen even an evap, just clear bfns. So at least now I have an evap to look at!

 

[Braven05]

Sorry you've had such a rough day Andrea.

My biggest news today was getting my first evap line! In the stupid amount of tests I've taken this month I've not seen even an evap, just clear bfns. So at least now I have an evap to look at!

Ha, I love your ticker

 

[CamoQueen]

Sorry to hear about today. However, great news about the test. Fingers crossed for you.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Here it is.....hopefully I'll have a much brighter line tomorrow we shall seeeeee!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Oooopsy made that picture too small let me try to get a bigger one.....Oh and Moms doing okay for now and things are looking good! I have CRIED ALL DAY LONG though omgosh must be pregnancy hormones and I've flown way off the handle

 

[AndreaFlorida]

bigger pic I can't see it on here but I can on my phone....grr at having to change the format of the pic to put it up here....oh well tomorrow it shall be darker but its definitely there and I did show DH i couldn't keep it from him

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Well its time to hit the hay busy day tomorrow with Mom in hospital and gotta get my kiddo off to school early soooo night everyone and sweet dreams! I am gonna PEE ON A STICK haha in the morning so I shall see what happens I'm peeing on another FRER and I didn't drink OJ today to see if OJ could be hendering my darn testing....sooo goodnight everyone FX for everybody and we shall see what happens with me!!!

 

[CouldThisBeIt]

14 dpo, bfn, awaiting af.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Honestly I feel like mines coming...who knows I am done after this time of trying I can't do this anymore.....I'm losing my mind seriously! I won't be tracking anything next month we shall see what happens

 

[CouldThisBeIt]

Gotta wonder if that would be easier on the emotions I'm afraid.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

True then you dont know what day is what.....I'd even pull myt icker down lol and forget about days! I just was looking on Fertility friend and one girl didn't get a positive on a frer until 21 dpo! I was like WOW how frustrated that girl had to have been!

 

[Deethehippy]

Are you going to test again Andrea? Still FX for you.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

If AF doesn't show I will tomorrow I'm too stressed my mom just had a heart cath everything was fine but its just stressful with the kids and I'm the only child so I gotta do EVERYTHING for mom but shes so worth it shes always there for me and I will be there for her. I gotta get my son to the dentist this afternoon and still go see her later today but kids can't go see her shes in ICU you have to be 12 I'm so stressed I think AF is coming I never get pimples....but my face has broken out it looks like I'm a teenager again

 

[hch]

hugs hun! i feel like im about to come on! but nothing as of yet! only positive opk! LOL! still got a bfn on hpt! i was looking at my ov calender and if i ov'ed on the 2nd how long would it take for it to implant? it should have by now surely ? at the very least im 11 or 12 dpo so maybe to early? i think im clutching at straws if im honest!

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Your making me wanna pee on an OPK I feel awful right now.....thats sooo weird I think your pregnant though!!! I really do I POAS this morning and BFN I can't find a line anywhere I'm soooo depressed....blahhh

 

[squeal]

Think I'm out girls. I don't think I will waste a test tomorrow. Just went to the toilet and CM has a hint of brown to it as though AF is on its way