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[Tasha]

Thinking of you today Squig.

Thank you hopeful, it's passing in a blink of an eye. Mind you it doesn't feel long since you had A and D, yet it's not that long until they're three.

Sunday (20 weeks) feels like a little milestone and then Tuesday is my anomaly scan which is our first big one since getting out of first tri as that's when RR was small.

How are you?

 

[DSemcho]

I believe everything is going to go fine Tasha!!

 

[floridamomma]

So do I Tasha. Xx

This is going to sound vain so I apologize ahead of time. Is anyone else unhappy with their breast after park? One of the things that always happen if my breast grow immediately is breast grow, even more so progesterone. When I mc they go back down but it's happened so many times they've list their perk. Anybody else? Any natural suggestions?

 

[Hope39]

Do you mean after parl Florida? Mine have lost Their perk but I put that down to my age x

 

[DSemcho]

Mine have never had perk lol. I was a 36C when I was 12, a 40DD by 16 and now I'm a 40G/H (40F pre-pregnancy).... Never had any perk with these huge tata's. My hubs makes fun of me because it's obvious when I'm not wearing a bra.

 

[loeylo]

My boobs grew with my first pregnancy from 32a to 32b and never went down fully. I ended up having to wear a 30b or a 34a because I was between an a and a b. second pregnancy I went to a 32c by 9 weeks and then went back to a 32b. I have put on a bit of weight since then and I had to buy a 34b yesterday which is slightly too tight, so I think I will be a 34c before long if things continue to go okay. Mines tend to stay about half a size bigger after each loss for some reason, but that is probably just cause they are teeny! Mines are perfectly pert as they are tiny but my nipples have gone mutant - they literally are sticking out by about 2cm. They have darkened slightly (my partner thinks they look bruised) but I have virtually no areoles so it is very odd. They look ridiculous!

 

[Squig34]

Unfortunately not good news for us this morning. A baby boy with no major chromosomal abnormalities but also no heartbeat. We are pretty devastated. Going in on Saturday to commence delivery.

 

[Tasha]

I've said in your journal Squig but I'm devastated for you

If there is anything you need to ask or just want to talk then feel free to message me x

 

[loeylo]

So sorry to read that squig. Thinking of you and your baby boy x

 

[DSemcho]

Oh Squig :/ I'm actually crying for you. I'm so sorry Hun *hugs*. I know nothing I can say will make it better, but please know you're in my thoughts.

 

[newlywedtzh]

Ugh I'm crying too... I am very sorry for your loss Squig. Be gentle on yourself during this time.

 

[ttcmoon]

Oh Squig. I am very sorry for you dear. It is devastating. May God give you strength to get over the situation.

 

[hopeful23456]

crying too squig. so so sorry

 

[dairymomma]

Squig- I'm so so so very sorry to see this news. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

 

[floridamomma]

Squig all my prayers and hugs to you. I'm so sorry I don't know what else to say other than I'm sorry my heart goes out to you and dh. Crying for you I'm so sorry Squig.

 

[wookie130]

Squig, I am so dreadfully sorry...I too am crying for you right now. Godspeed, and may He wrap His loving arms around you, and provide comfort at this time. I am just so sorry for this horrible loss. Praying for you. I just cannot imagine your pain right now.

 

[Mrs Reineke]

Hi ladies, just got caught up.

First and foremost Squig, I can't even begin to tell you how sorry I am that you are having to deal with this right now. No words can comfort you, but know you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers right now. I pray God will help you all to heal and your baby boy has his beautiful wings.

loeylo, I'm glad you are getting proper care. That is what you deserve.

blueblue, I'm praying your light spotting is due to you feeling like you've sat on a cactus and not for any other reason. That sounds horrible!

DSemcho, I think if you want to get a 3D/4D scan that is your choice. It's your body and you can do what you'd like.

Speaking of boobs, mine haven't grown much in size (I'm a 36DD), but my nipples are bigger and stick out more and they just feel heavy. My areolas are a lot darker too. They look totally different.

 

[Ummi2boyz]

Squig, I am devastated for you. I'm sorry for your loss. Sending you some
There is no words for such a loss. Be assured we're all here for you. xx

 

[mowat]

So sorry Squig. Just horrible news. We are all devastated for you and your family.

 

[ginny83]

I'm so sorry Squig xx I just haven't found the time to come on as much as before hand but I've been following you and had everything crossed for positive news. Devastated that you or anyone has to go through something like this. Will be thinking of you x