Hello!
How was the meal? I hope it was better than you were expecting. It doesn't make you sound bad, it's understandable. I felt like that last year & I hadn't even been through your losses. There's no reason to totally believe you won't have children yet tho is there? Have you had the results of the tests to tell you why you suffered your latest loss? Remember my friend from ante natal who suffered many, many miscarriages & now has her baby. It's horrible to think she had to go through all that, but she got there in the end. You're bound to feel dreadful after your most recent loss, not just because of what happened but also cos your hormones will still be all over the place. Be as kind to yourself as you can as you heal, try to take each day at a time & just allow R to look after you.
Is it stormy there again? Its v windy here. Our gate has blown open twice over night. It bangs against the bedroom wall & has to be shut or it will break. At 130am I woke T up to go & shut it. I was too scared! I read this stupid thing on Facebook about distraction techniques baddies use to attack you, like turning your hoses on to get you to go out & I was worried it was that! What a wuss! It was a silly American, the whole worlds out to get you thing, I shouldnt have read it!
Have you and R decided what you're going to do tonight? We're going to come home from my mums party at 8 & see in the new year in bed. First time we've not been out at midnight. The party is starting at 3 so we should still have time for games. T got up at 430 - I wonder if he'll still be awake at 12.
Hope you have a lovely evening & v best wishes for 2014. Hope it's a much better year for you. My friend who's 1/2 Italian told me Italians wear something new on new years day for good luck. I did that last year & will now do it every year. Maybe you should do it too? It can't hurt. I'm going to wear some socks I got for Xmas.
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When did you do that?
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