I just feel the need to write this to get it off my chest! I'm trying to be positive with my DH because he doesn't truly understand!
I'm 10+5 and as I'm in the UK I haven't yet had a scan. I've just had a booking in appt with midwife which involves bloods but no pregnancy confirmation.
My scan is booked for when I'm 12+1.
I'm absolutely petrified that ill get to scan and they'll tell me I've lost the baby/stopped growing/no HB.
I haven't had any bleeding etc but I know that doesn't matter for MMC.
I have had symptoms but now thinking, have I made it all up, have felt sick but haven't actually been sick.
I just needed to vent and wondered if anyone else at my stage feels the same.
Sorry for long moany post xx
I'm 10+5 and as I'm in the UK I haven't yet had a scan. I've just had a booking in appt with midwife which involves bloods but no pregnancy confirmation.
My scan is booked for when I'm 12+1.
I'm absolutely petrified that ill get to scan and they'll tell me I've lost the baby/stopped growing/no HB.
I haven't had any bleeding etc but I know that doesn't matter for MMC.
I have had symptoms but now thinking, have I made it all up, have felt sick but haven't actually been sick.
I just needed to vent and wondered if anyone else at my stage feels the same.
Sorry for long moany post xx