My entire pregnancy the impending situation with my step-mother-in-law has been weighing really heavy on me. She is a typical trophy wife. Her husband (DH's dad) is a lot older than her, she has the short, poofed blonde-dyed hair, lives in a gated community, doesn't have a job, gossips any chance humanly possible, etc. By any means, she has been in my DH's life for 15 years and is a part of the family.
BUT, she has been very controlling about us having children. My DH is one of 4 adult children, some of who are in their 30s, and he is the only one who has gotten married and is having a child. She told us as soon as we got married that we "better not have kids anytime soon," and when we expressed the desire to adopt one day she basically flipped out and told us how financially irresponsible and stupid it was.
During one of these conversations she's had with my DH she has somehow come under the impression that all "I want is children." It's probably because I head up a family business and hope to break off to form my own, and so don't have a typical "career." This is the only reason I can think of as to why she would think this. I have never expressed to her, or any of DH's family that, "Oh, I'm so excited to have kids one day and start a family!!!" On the flip side, step-MIL has done little to actually get to know me, so I have no idea why she thinks this.
I'm not sure why the assumption that "all I want is children," bothers me, but it does. I know to her, it's a bad thing. It basically means I don't have a life and have no interests and just want to produce children, suck money from my husband, not work, and stay home with them. (Please note, this is NOT what I think of stay-at-home moms, quite the contrary. But please understand what I mean when people refer to 'just wanting children' in a negative way.)
Like previously stated, she is a HUGE gossiper and has very high-class friends. I am worried about her gossiping about me, and telling all her friends what she thinks of me. I know I shouldn't, because while she is "high-class," this is obviously extremely low-class behavior and makes her look like a boor, but is there ANY way to combat this? To top it off, this pregnancy was not planned, which will just make me look even more "irresponsible."
I have considered only telling DH's dad about our pregnancy, and letting him tell step-MIL so we don't have to be there when she hears the news. DH thought it would be rude, but I really don't want to blow up in her face.
Advice???
BUT, she has been very controlling about us having children. My DH is one of 4 adult children, some of who are in their 30s, and he is the only one who has gotten married and is having a child. She told us as soon as we got married that we "better not have kids anytime soon," and when we expressed the desire to adopt one day she basically flipped out and told us how financially irresponsible and stupid it was.
During one of these conversations she's had with my DH she has somehow come under the impression that all "I want is children." It's probably because I head up a family business and hope to break off to form my own, and so don't have a typical "career." This is the only reason I can think of as to why she would think this. I have never expressed to her, or any of DH's family that, "Oh, I'm so excited to have kids one day and start a family!!!" On the flip side, step-MIL has done little to actually get to know me, so I have no idea why she thinks this.
I'm not sure why the assumption that "all I want is children," bothers me, but it does. I know to her, it's a bad thing. It basically means I don't have a life and have no interests and just want to produce children, suck money from my husband, not work, and stay home with them. (Please note, this is NOT what I think of stay-at-home moms, quite the contrary. But please understand what I mean when people refer to 'just wanting children' in a negative way.)
Like previously stated, she is a HUGE gossiper and has very high-class friends. I am worried about her gossiping about me, and telling all her friends what she thinks of me. I know I shouldn't, because while she is "high-class," this is obviously extremely low-class behavior and makes her look like a boor, but is there ANY way to combat this? To top it off, this pregnancy was not planned, which will just make me look even more "irresponsible."
I have considered only telling DH's dad about our pregnancy, and letting him tell step-MIL so we don't have to be there when she hears the news. DH thought it would be rude, but I really don't want to blow up in her face.
Advice???