UPDATE:
It has been awful week, i was at a friends funeral on saturday he tragically died in a car crash a few days before new year and I got a call from taylors mummy that his condition had got worse and he was going to pass within the next few hours/ days.
I was 4 hours away from home but jumped in my car to be with them at the hospital.
The whole ordeal has been horrendous, his mummy was told that he was definately going to die but we just had to sit and wait for it happened.
His little body would not let go and it took 3 days from when they confirmed it would happen.
I have spent the last few days just sitting with taylor and his mummy. She sad with him snuggled up to her on the hospital bed and did not sleep a wink the whole time, just encase she would miss his last breathe.
Near the end his tiny body was still with us but taylor was not, and he passed away around 7pm last night.
I got to have my last cuddle with him just before it happened, he was cold and lifeless but i am so glad i got to say goodbye
I am so glad he is no longer suffering and am convinced he is in a better place and was not meant to be here as he went through more than 95% of people do in their life time.
My thoughts are with his mummy who is obviously distraught and feeling very lost right now, Baby Taylor will never be forgotten and has taken a piece of my heart with him.
His mummy is holding his funeral on february the 13th as it will be his 1st birthday and she wanted to be able to celebrate it still
It seems to be one funeral after another at the moment.
Somethings in life really make no sense to me. Its a sad sad day x