ok so first thing first.. an update. The midwife finally came out just after 12. It was deff my bloody show this morning... and Ethan is now engaged in my pelvis which means hes made progress since Thursday

She said i could go any time but wouldnt do an internal examination incase it made things progress further.. but at this point they wouldnt stop it if it does happen. SO if i have contractions for more than an hour that wont go away with a bath/hot water bottle/paracetamol then iv to cal and if they are at the local office then they will come out and examine me.
Also on a bummer note... My swab came back and i have Strep B again

SO if i dont get there quick enough for my ELCS or have eaten (which i am doing in around 10 mins) then I'll have to have the silly drip through labor again and be monitored closely
SO on one point im all

EEEKKKKKKKK

I could have a baby sooner rather than later.. im also all oh shit omg omg omg what if it does happen.. coz i have nobody that can have Seth.. so will have to do it all by myself!

My mum is working, BIL is working and also hurt his foot so cant drive... dad is working... wouldnt trust my friend to have him

SO in a way i want it to happen.. but at the same time i dont want it to happen.
Oh yeah and she really is rubbish at measuring :S She measured me on thursday and put 38 weeks FH... yet today im suddenly 41 weeks FH.. BUT she didnt measure tight on my stomach.. she did it over my pants :S silly midwife.. BUT she was a lot nicer today than she usually is.
Cherry - It does help some babies sleep better as it reminds them of being in the womb. Seth always slept well when swaddled.
If it has a funny smell mention it to the midwife.. it shouldnt smell. Mine does and its turned out to be Strep B, but it is normal the further on you get to get a lot more discharge hun
Jenny - Glad your arms not sore today hun.. hopefully that means its on the mend
:S you seriously had to take your pic off :S what were people saying?
Sparkle - yup i was pretty pissed lol. espesh since it was on my side of the bed.. thank heavens i have fabric freshner!
hun mention your headaches tomorrow too.. surely thats not normal to be getting migraines every night

that must be so awful, i feel so bad for you!

massoma8489

hey hun!! urgh im no good with the healthy eating advice to be honest, but agree with what Jenny said

Congratulations on your pregnancy hun

Wishing you a very healthy and happy pregnancy
Kris - Thanks hun

I thought my bump was bigger but its not that big to be honest lol
Good luck with your appointment!! I hope it goes really well for you

Cant wait for an update later on with how far on you are. Well done on the 18hours with no meds.. i know just how hard that is when your so used to them!! Before i got pregnant with ds1 i was on strong dyhydracodeine and had to come straight off it, no weaning involved.
oh no i hope you can get help with your financial situation soon hun, its not nice when your struggling so much

his mother sounds like a nasty peice of work.
OH and a miwi update for you all - No progress as of yet.. shes had pessary number 1 and has been allowed to go for a walk

EEKKK im proba not the only one but im so excited for her
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