Sorry to hear of your heartache Dawny. My thoughts are with you xxxxx
As for me, i think to leave what has already settled and concentrate on the future. Must have been a bad night, thats all.
Found this poem on a plaque that im buying, just thought id share. If it offends or upsets tell me and ill take it down:
Dont let them say I wasnt born, that something stopped my heart,
I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I loved you from the start.
Although my body you cant hold, it doesnt mean Im gone,
This world was worthy not of me, God chose that I move on,
I know the pain that drowns your soul, what you are forced to face,
You have my word, Ill fill your arms, someday we will embrace.
Youll hear that it was meant to be, God doesnt make mistakes
But that wont soften your worst blow or make your heart not ache.
Im watching over all you do, another child youll bear,
Believe me when I say to you, that I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you, when you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips and then youll understand.
Although I never breathed your air, or gazed into your eyes,
That doesnt mean I never was
An Angel Never Dies.