could cry so stressed! im my mums PA but havent worked properly for her yet as i was ill with swine flu and have been away shes now saying she is thnking of getting some one else in cos i cant do all the hours, im like mum i live 30mins drive away but dont drive yet so i have to get the buses (oh has car) which takes 2 hours, i have 2 kids of school age which i need to collect (starting sept) and i still work at the home give me a little space but no. ive dropped the hours at the home to please my mum and now i dont think i can get them back, mu boss doesnt like being messed about. so i need the money especially if trying to plan baby 3. i could cry just want the ground swallow me up. ive had enough! im sat here trying to sort her hours out around everything and im ment to be packing to take the kid away tomorrow!!!