Just thought I would look this up... My son is now 9 months old, i have been struggling on and off but I think its more through isolation than PND. Who knows!
The past few weeks have been pretty crap... I live here with my husband but I am from Scotland, I have no support network here and thats my biggest thing. All my close friends and family are at home and i feel as if i am struggling a bit. I have virtually had no break since he was born although my husband does help out at weekends on his days off.
I feel fed up and emotionally things are up and down. One minute I have no real feelings for my son although I still provide all the physical care and the next minute I love him to death and he melts my heart. He is a good baby, he sleeps through the night, eats well and plays well. I find it difficult to interact with him properly though sometimes in the day time, as I dont feel intersted. I dont have any of the other symptoms mentioned on here.
What do you girls think? Can PND manifest itself so late? DO you think I am feeling this way due to missing home so much? I feel so isolated. I dont want to go to the doctor but at the same time i feel as if something is wrong.
I find myself thinking I wish i had not done this but at the same time i love him. I