I think I have pnd as well
. I have had depression before and am beginning to feel like I did then, I find myself wanting to self harm again and I am so angry all the time. I would never ever do anything to hurt my son, and would never get angry with him. I wouldn't ever raise my voice to him. My oh though, I get angry at him, but not really to his face, I walk away and punch a wall hard. My knuckles are still bruised from last week when I did it last. I wanted to a few times since but they hurt to much!! Last night I had a brief sucidal thought! I know I never would as it's selfish but it scared me that that should pop into my head!
I can't talk to oh either cause I have in the past and he doesn't understand and gets angry! How does that help!!! So I told him the last time I won't ever talk to him about stuff like this again. I have just made a drs appointment but it's in 2 weeks! Didn't want to bother hv with it as she seems ditsy and not sure what she can do for me?!
Hope the dr is able to help you
suppose if stuff gets worse for me I will get an emergency appointment