HappiestMom
Spcl Nds Girl + twn boys + girl
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Well this isnt day one of the PPD but its day one of my journal. LO is sick, both hubby and I have been sick and are still getting over it a bit. Just soo sad and depressed and that horrible alone..everything is wrong all the time feeling...and Im just so tired of it...its day 3 of the zoloft..started on Thursday...hoping it starts to make me feel even a bit better..the days are hard crying wise..but the night times are hardest..even though hubby is home idk why but I just cant stop crying and feeling horribly blah...I dont mind taking care of LO and it has nothing to do with her but its definitely just getting through the day taking care of her and not enjoying it like I thought I would...still recovering from my emergency c-section internally...but back to normal for the most part...and I know that my birth not going like I thought..and the days in the hospital being alone while hubby went home coz he was sick definitely play into this stupid PPD...
no idea what we are going to do today but hopefully get out of the house...I definitely need to get out of the house...
no idea what we are going to do today but hopefully get out of the house...I definitely need to get out of the house...