Pregmate was a bfp after all. Just not a sticky one

[LuvallmyH]

I think Hawkin. But the line looked like these at 11dpo. There is no way I ovulated that much later. Looking at my chart I logged + opk cd11 & creamy cm cd15.
I’ll just be glad I can get pregnant still. I’ll be happy my body is obviously smart by not keeping a pregnancy that’s not a good one. I’d much rather lose it now than at nearly 14w. I’ll hope the next time is better.

 

[kittiecat]

Yes I remember you saying that too! Still keeping everything crossed for you

 

[AngelUK]

Me too!

 

[LuvallmyH]

After they are both dry. Surely it’s just not possible to have such low hcg at this point?

 

[AngelUK]

i have no experience with this so I don't know but if it is a CP why is it darker than yesterday?

 

[motherofboys]

I'm sure when I looked in to it when I was ttc my 4th that it can take up to 9 days for implantation then 3-5 days to get enough hormone for a faint positive, so if you had a late implantation then it took 4 days to get up enough hormone then you wouldn't even get a faint positive until 13/14 dpo. I know we all want to see blazing lines from 10dpo but sometimes it just doesn't happen that way.

 

[Deethehippy]

You may not have ovulated later BUT you could have implanted later.....just a thought.
Keep testing Luv...

 

[LuvallmyH]

I’ll test again tomorrow. Only 1 frer left.

 

[napamermaid]

Good luck tomorrow. I have everything crossed for you x

 

[LuvallmyH]

I have been having wicked cramping off & on all day. I never cramp before af. It’s so weird. I keep expecting to see the witch every time I use the bathroom. Idk. It’s all so stressful. I almost broke down and ordered more cheapies.

 

[motherofboys]

Its so hard when you're in that limbo stage and you're getting things like cramps which could mean anything at all.

 

[kittiecat]

Really keeping everything crossed for you!

 

[AngelUK]

Could this be implantation cramping? FX SOOO much!

 

[napamermaid]

Order them. Now!!!! Xx

 

[LuvallmyH]

I’m gonna have to temp this next cycle to be sure of my o date. I know the is is crazy - with my mc my first scan dated me a week behind what I thought I should be for o. I know I lost him, but he did measure spot on at my scan when he died. That being said, I only tested when I was late - something like 17dpo and got a pretty good line. So that doesn’t help here lol because that would mean I got a very dark line stupid early . Oh well. I’m moving through the motions of it being unfair right now. I’ll be ok in the end. I just hope it doesn’t delay my next fertile cycle as dh will be away in early December. Maybe anyway. I’m worried about COVID and all that. Not paranoid, but I’m not sure traveling for golf is the best idea.
And I did crack and order some cheapies. The bfp brand. I loved those with the last pregnancy. I won’t get them before Monday and I’ll know by then anyway. I’ll have to give them to dh because I can’t be trusted.

 

[LuvallmyH]

Order them. Now!!!! Xx

Uggg. I saw this comment and ordered some from Amazon too. They will be here Saturday. Now my kids will see that too . Oh well, desperate times call for desperate measures!

 

[motherofboys]

I guess only time will tell. I have to say that I don't believe dating scans are as accurate as we are lead to believe, when you know exactly when you've ovulated and they move your dates by more than 1 or 2 days you do start to wonder.
I look forward to seeing what tomorrow brings for you.
Amazon should definitely have a "stealth button" so you can order things then hide it in the orders

 

[Deethehippy]

You can archive orders on Amazon so they can’t be seen on the orders page but can still be located

 

[LuvallmyH]

You can archive orders on Amazon so they can’t be seen on the orders page but can still be located

You are a lifesaver!

 

[LuvallmyH]

I’m having some pretty intense cramping and spotting. I think that’s my answer. Thank you all for you kindness, encouragement, and support during this tough time. I’ll be back...