Just discovered we're expecting again and I'm terrified. We were being careful and I'm in no way ready for this. Last time was a 28+0 delivery due to severe pre-e and HELLP, I've been told I've got a greater than 90% chance of going the same route this time. I'm so happy as a family of 3 at the moment I can't imagine spending the next year of our lives in hospitals again. I've been crying all night which makes me feel like a terrible person because I should be happy, our daughter brings us so, so much joy and I'm sure this baby will do the same, but I'm not ready for this. Hoping ladies in here will understand where I don't think anyone else will.