o poor serina, shes prob strapped up to monitors now, got my fingers crossed!!
thanks for the support claire and jue. not good at talking just end up crying. i'm sure hormones arn't helping...... we won't do anything rash till after baby comes, just don't know how i feel about anything any more too tired to think straight... and the kids occupy any other time i have .....then i fall asleep. we do enjoy the few times we are alone together so i think we're worth fighting for!