I'm feeling way better for some reason. Since seeing baby on the scan, strong heart beating away, I feel a lot more at peace. The first ultra sound didn't have that effect on me. Even though I saw a heart beat and baby was measuring right on track, so I'm not sure what my brain is doing, but I like it. I also have a doppler coming, so I can't wait till I'm able to use that. I know all the knowing in the world can't keep me pregnant, but I feel like knowing is half the battle. I'm well past the dates I lost my last 3 pregnancies, so that's helping too. I almost wish I could fast forward through the pregnancy, or at least the first 16 weeks or so. It's so stressful worrying all the time.