Why oh why did u stop the pill when you were not getting on at all b the sounds of things ?
I'm scared to get words mixed up or remember things in the wrong order because he then starts a new argument about that - heaven forbid I mis-quote him.
Exactly what my close friends are saying and they are close friends not internet strangers.
It's hard to break free - I seem to be in some kind of cycle and I don't understand WHY it is so hard! As I posted above, he has a way of making it reasonably sound like it IS all my fault so I end up apologising to HIM for almost even having the nerve to have been upset in the first place.
Exactly what my close friends are saying and they are close friends not internet strangers.
It's hard to break free - I seem to be in some kind of cycle and I don't understand WHY it is so hard! As I posted above, he has a way of making it reasonably sound like it IS all my fault so I end up apologising to HIM for almost even having the nerve to have been upset in the first place.
because you are not strong enough yet to leave him , you want to break fee of the control but you are scared, he has controlled you so much that if you break free it feels like you will be alone and that thought is scary.
I'm scared to get words mixed up or remember things in the wrong order because he then starts a new argument about that - heaven forbid I mis-quote him.
This line just totally brought back so many morbid memories... don't let a man patronise you or make you feel stupid... Read back your post.. it doesn't take a genius to see you're obviously a really, really strong individual. My ex use to make me feel so dumb I was frightened to speak my mind in case I wasn't grammatically correct... this in the end began to change my personality and make me someone I didn't want to be.
I don't know what to tell you to do, you need to do what's best for you and your children...
]Exactly what my close friends are saying and they are close friends not internet strangers.
It's hard to break free - I seem to be in some kind of cycle and I don't understand WHY it is so hard! As I posted above, he has a way of making it reasonably sound like it IS all my fault so I end up apologising to HIM for almost even having the nerve to have been upset in the first place.
because you are not strong enough yet to leave him , you want to break fee of the control but you are scared, he has controlled you so much that if you break free it feels like you will be alone and that thought is scary.
That's very very VERY spot on.
Ohhh wow -- Pocketwatch thank you for telling me about Baggage Reclaim. I'm buried deep in the site now!!! am feeling better and stronger!