I have been pushed too far. over the past 3 days i have been doing nothing but crying and feeling awful. Sunday i was suppose to see eric, but didnt cause he said he was tired and stuff from drinking with friends the night before...later on told me he was going to his brothers (5:30pm) and i automatically knew he wasnt because he stopped texting me until 12:30 in the afternoon on monday. I went over monday afternoon and asked him where he went because i knew he wasnt at his brothers and he tells me he had went to sam's dorm to get shit he left there yet, he ended up sleeping over anddd having sex with her. he said he doesn't know why i am so upset because he had said he wanted us to be friends and see where things went but this is the second time in less than a week that he lied to me about her and he told me he doesnt see why he needed to tell me exactly where he was going anyway. Then i said fine so we can date others then? and he told me no because he doesnt want me dating other people and because he might be joining the airforce and if he does, he wants the baby and i to live off base with him...like really?! if we are "just friends" you can fly your ass to where ever i am! I am sooo sick and tired of keeping my life on hold like i have been because he keeps telling me to wait and every time i get hurt over and over again. He says he slept with her because she has a bf and he wanted to prove she cheated....i say its a dumb excuse and he is being an asshole. then we get to today and apparently my parents are fighting in the car right now about me and arguing about how much of an awful person i am. like seriously i am constantly kept to myself. i never do anything like omgggg. i honestly dont know what to do anymore. the only reason i know they are talking crap is because my sister just tweeted it. here is the tweet: "my parents always make my sister out to be such a bad person.... #stopfighting" i am sick of not feeling wanted or cared about. i am ready to like just run away from all of this stress and pain. i cant take it anymore!!!!