You brave strong woman! My LO was taking up to 3 hours to rock/nurse to sleep at bedtime (except she mostly screamed while I tried to rock/nurse her) and I ended up sleep training at 6 months because the crying (from both of us) and lack of sleep (for both of us) was killing us!
Yeah, it would have been SO much harder if LO cried but she mostly was ok, just sprung awake the moment I put her down or woke up 10 minutes later. We got vip treatment and our own room when LO was in hospital because the nurses felt sorry for me walking her back to sleep for 2 hours every time another kid in the room cried and woke her up lol.
I'll admit that I used to judge mums who sleep trained but not anymore after our experience, you just do what you have to to get by. LO's sleep was starting to affect my relationship with her and with my OH and we said when we got back from holiday we'd consider sleep training. Did she hear us? She stopped needing rocking while we were on holiday