Well yet again, tiny bit of spotting so is coming i just know she is!! 6th cycle down and still not any nearer to that why oh why is it not my TURN! Every cycle i wait and it never happens!! I am starting to wonder if something is wrong with me!! Yes i was on bc for 12years and yes i came off in September for a chance of TTC #1 and yes i am still here still waiting and not no nearer my WHY OH WHY am i still here, why oh why is it never my month!! When is it going to happen, i have tried not to stress tried to relax and yet its not happening.. I am going mad, i cant think of anything else only 24/7 PLEASE send me some baby dust i want this sooooooooooooo bad and each month it gets only harder and harder..