Really dont know what the F***s happening.... UPDATE PG 19

[Jessa]

Good luck tomorrow. I'm thinking about you. It will be nice to finally (hopefully!) understand what's been going on.

 

[DiddyDons]

Oh i didnt know that. For some reason I thought your HCG levels went through the roof if it was ectopic. I know that your meant to be crippled in pain if it is and youve been ok, so hopefully it isnt!

I hope that when you get your scan tomorrow they see a perfectly formed and tiny little bubs in there! Im keeping everything crossed for you

 

[tootsy1987]

aww thanks guys! i would like to think so tooo Donna, that would make my day hehe i feel soo much like a failure to my oh, 3 m/c's and finding it sooo hard to conceive or try to find this ttc enjoyable.. i have completely lost my sex drive :'( i cry all the time or i end up draggin my oh to a and e to sit for hours while they do tests on me. Now im alone cause oh had to go off to work again in London :'( whys it so hard? sooo sorry for the crappy down in dump comment, i know there is soo many people worse off than me so i have no right to feel sorry for myself, what am i like!!! xxx

 

[Maidenet]

aww thanks guys! i would like to think so tooo Donna, that would make my day hehe i feel soo much like a failure to my oh, 3 m/c's and finding it sooo hard to conceive or try to find this ttc enjoyable.. i have completely lost my sex drive :'( i cry all the time or i end up draggin my oh to a and e to sit for hours while they do tests on me. Now im alone cause oh had to go off to work again in London :'( whys it so hard? sooo sorry for the crappy down in dump comment, i know there is soo many people worse off than me so i have no right to feel sorry for myself, what am i like!!! xxx

Hey huni xx I no exactly how you feel. You fall pregnant again and you just cant enjoy it every ache your at a&e or the drs as your full of worry.
If you want to talk im here just PM me xxx

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

i hate to be a party pooper but donna your wrong, your HCG can fly through the roof but more times that not it only rises in small amounts. i no ppl who have had ectopic who didnt no they had it and the hcg only risen a bit and i was under the hospital for 3 weeks with my first pregnancy and they were convinced i was ectopic as my hcg only risen by 20 every 2 days. Dont feel like your letting you OH down tara, hes still there isnt he, hes sticking by you so just grab him and hug him.
xx

 

[cherylanne]

Good luck for today hun. Hope you get some answers xx

 

[Always&4ever]

Good luck today hon x

 

[tootsy1987]

Thanks everyone! ) well i woke up thismorning and im bleeding a bit more now... not tonnes but definately more than yesterday the only thing thats getting me is i have absolutley no pain what so ever??! lol now im not complaining one bit but normally i am riddled with pain and on the pain killers the whole first few days, i max out to my limit of pain relief but i havent needed any... not even a niggle of cramp other than the slight ache on my right side! im baffled!!!! still got scan at 3.10 although thinking im wasting there time xxxxx

 

[~curiosity~]

Sorry to hear you're going through this good luck today, at least you'll know for sure at last xx

 

[DiddyDons]

aww thanks guys! i would like to think so tooo Donna, that would make my day hehe i feel soo much like a failure to my oh, 3 m/c's and finding it sooo hard to conceive or try to find this ttc enjoyable.. i have completely lost my sex drive :'( i cry all the time or i end up draggin my oh to a and e to sit for hours while they do tests on me. Now im alone cause oh had to go off to work again in London :'( whys it so hard? sooo sorry for the crappy down in dump comment, i know there is soo many people worse off than me so i have no right to feel sorry for myself, what am i like!!! xxx

Babe, your not a failure! I understand why you feel like that, but you are not!! If you ever wanted me to come I would you know?! Your not that far away from me and at least you would have someone else with you if no one can go! You have every right to feel like you do. Its hard and shit not knowing whats going on! Im here if you need me! x x x

i hate to be a party pooper but donna your wrong, your HCG can fly through the roof but more times that not it only rises in small amounts. i no ppl who have had ectopic who didnt no they had it and the hcg only risen a bit and i was under the hospital for 3 weeks with my first pregnancy and they were convinced i was ectopic as my hcg only risen by 20 every 2 days. Dont feel like your letting you OH down tara, hes still there isnt he, hes sticking by you so just grab him and hug him.
xx

Oops, sorry! Shows what I know ey? Lol! At least I as a little bit right and it does sometimes go through the roof so i dont feel too much of a wally

Lots of love

 

[tootsy1987]

aww thanks guys! i would like to think so tooo Donna, that would make my day hehe i feel soo much like a failure to my oh, 3 m/c's and finding it sooo hard to conceive or try to find this ttc enjoyable.. i have completely lost my sex drive :'( i cry all the time or i end up draggin my oh to a and e to sit for hours while they do tests on me. Now im alone cause oh had to go off to work again in London :'( whys it so hard? sooo sorry for the crappy down in dump comment, i know there is soo many people worse off than me so i have no right to feel sorry for myself, what am i like!!! xxx

Babe, your not a failure! I understand why you feel like that, but you are not!! If you ever wanted me to come I would you know?! Your not that far away from me and at least you would have someone else with you if no one can go! You have every right to feel like you do. Its hard and shit not knowing whats going on! Im here if you need me! x x x

i hate to be a party pooper but donna your wrong, your HCG can fly through the roof but more times that not it only rises in small amounts. i no ppl who have had ectopic who didnt no they had it and the hcg only risen a bit and i was under the hospital for 3 weeks with my first pregnancy and they were convinced i was ectopic as my hcg only risen by 20 every 2 days. Dont feel like your letting you OH down tara, hes still there isnt he, hes sticking by you so just grab him and hug him.
xx

Oops, sorry! Shows what I know ey? Lol! At least I as a little bit right and it does sometimes go through the roof so i dont feel too much of a wally

Lots of love

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww thanks soo much Donna, your such a star!! thanks soo much for the offer, i think my mum might come with me if she gets back from the hospital seeing my gran in time, thanks though sweetheart you are an absolute treasure!! and your not a wally at all you have helped me so much through this crap, along with everyone else in this thread, u really do all help.. i love yas all!!!!!!

not long until scan now, i just know they aint going to see anything though lol, although i am baffled as to how i dont have any cramp at all... im normally really suffering! my body is just soo messed up after the mmc - you think your coping and over it then it continues to remind you of whats happened!
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[MrsQ]

hey just read your thread how did you get on?
x

 

[claire99991]

hope all went well and u got sum answers x

 

[x_Rainbow_x]

I have a messege from tara please read it

They think its ectopic, my womb linning is way to thick, she said with the start of blleding it could be the start of a early m/c or and early pregnancy but with my womb linning it indicates something going on. They took bloods & go back thursday for more

There ringing her later with results.

 

[AP]

Fingers crossed for her xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[tootsy1987]

Hey girls, hope everyones ok so i had the scan, they done an internal and she was looking for ages. She said that my womb lining is really thick and showed me it on the screen, she said that indicates something is going on but she cant see a pregnancy in my womb. She is worried that it may be ectopic as im tender and swollen on my right side. I asked if it could just be a period starting as my body is still messed off the mmc... she said no, if that was the case my womb wouldnt look the way it did. She said its a case of three things... Ectopic pregnancy, start of an early pregnancy which is doubtful because of the bleeding or the start of a miscarriage and the bleeding will just get heavier. They done hcg bloods and said they will phone to check up on me tonight and tell me the blood results and then they will be repeated on Thursday. If they increase its start of a pg, if they decrease its mc and if they stay the same its ectopic. What a complicated case i am! i really thought they would just turn me around and say everything was fine! my mam told me off when i phoned her, she said ''cant believe u have soo much trouble, if its ectopic u need stop trying for a good while!'' '' i say its ok for you to say that!!'' gawd i know she meant it for my own good and is just stressed with everything at the minute so no harm done! Thanks to Tracie for updating!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[babystar]

 

[MrsJD]

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[My bump]

Oh hun I wish I could give you a hug (not that youd want one, strange lady an all that)!!

How awful that this is happening, at least they are FINALLY taking a look at you and sorting things out!

Make sure you get some rest and really take it easy. Maybe a little holiday to take your mind off it a bit when your feeling better might do the trick, if you have the money (dont know why im saying this as I dont have the money lol!)!

Really feel for you and hope its a good outcome.

Will you get the results tomorrow?

x

 

[Worrisome]

Thinking of you hun, take care.