Im just 34 weeks, 4 weeks today til my induction and im struggling to cope. I have bipolar and always knew from the start that things would be tough towards the end for me. My anxiety is through the roof, not helped by my cons who's just come back from 5m off sick and thrown up all the plans. Im miserable, angry, fed up, so tired, anxious about babys movements (she doesnt move much, i sometimes can only tell by watching my tummy, i cant feel her) isolated, you name it and im it . Im fed up of being the only person who knows if the baby is ok, such pressure. Im sick of taking 24 tablets a day, and still feeling like shite. Theyre becoming a chore and make me feel sick. Ive just had enough, and i know im fortunate, im sick of reminding myself that.