really upset

[dakron67]

really upset
af has just arrived with a vengence,the bloody thing is 8 days late, iv been sick over the last couple of weeks, boobs hurt, tummy bloated (has done immediatly when iv found i was expecting the last 5 times). iv also had a clear out of my wardrobe n am having to sell all my size 6 clothes finding it really hard to accept that i can't get into any of them as i am now a size 12, 5 pregnancies and i still haven't got a baby to hold , all i feel is that it's like m/cing all over again, i was so happy up untill this morning i had really convinced myself that it was going to work this month.i

 

[SugarFairy]

I'm so sorry for your losses hunni. AF was just the last straw hey?
There's not too much I can say that will cheer you up, but just to let you know I'm thinking of you. Life is so so unfair sometimes. I hope you get your deserved BFP soon x

 

[Leeze]

sorry to hear about your losses. I know how you feel, every month since I had the m/c (June) I've felt like I was pregnant. Last month I was really convinced, felt nauseous, lower back pain, emotional, very thirsty, cramps...

it feels really unfair, doesn't it? I keep trying to reassure myself that something must have been right to get a BFP in the first place and surely it will happen again and be more successful the next time.

sending you hugs and lots of positive thoughts

fingers crossed for us all xx

 

[dakron67]

thank you girls, leeze ur right hun every flipping mth i pray n hope so much for a bfp, and every time i start to bleed it's like a recurrent nightmare, it seems that our bodies play sick tricks on us, like u say the sick feeling, back ache, boobs swelling, even cravings etc, life is really s**t for us ladies, sending you lots of love n hugs... donna xxx

 

[littlebopeep]

ive just gone through the same thing im on metformin for pocs AF was two and a half weeks late im really p***ed off my cycle is now all over the place im just having a really hard time of it and worried that i wont be pregnant again before my due date which will kill me xxx

 

[dakron67]

oh littlebopeep, i really feel for you i try so hard not to think about whats happened in the past few years but it's near on impossible, every time my hubby n i get it on the main thought that goes through my head is maybe a baby this time instead of relaxing and enjoying, my husband is very attentive towards me, but most of the time i say got heachache or feel ill so as to avoid making love then if i not pregnant at the end of each mth it's my own fault for saying no , life is s**t for us ladies, i do hope that u get that bfp ,...love donna xxx

 

[raisin]

Hi All

Sorry for your losses

I just read your post and it gave me some comfort because I am 5 days late at the minute and have pregnancy symptoms. BFN this morning. I think my body is playing tricks on me too. I had mc in July and my first AF was bang on time (aweful but on time). Then last month I was 3 days late. Now 5 days or more.

Some friends of our just announced their pregnancy and I know it's wrong but Im so mad about that right now and all I can think is that I should be 24 weeks

I hope we all get our BFP VERY soon, and when we do, just think how overjoyed we will be

 

[wannabe mam]

Big hugs hun xxxx

 

[summerbreeze8]

Last month I was on my 11th cycle ttc and my third after miscarriage. I really convinced myself this was the cycle, I have 2 holidays booked next summer & thought it would be typical if it happened this month (but I wouldn't care about the holidays if i got a bfp!) I had all the symptoms I was so shocked when af arrived early (even after doing an early test and getting a bfn) There is nothing worse than having no control over your body and having your hopes dashed again. I'm so sorry hun. X