Hi everyone
I just dropped in for a little catch up on you all, sorry to see so many new faces here
I will keep lurking from time to time, i dont think i will be posting too much
I am obviously taking another break from ttc, this is my 3rd break in 4 years now

Not sure when to try again, probably in the new year, i think i will ignore my midwife wait of a year but i will see what the obstetrician also says and maybe drop my rmc consultant a call and try and get another hysto
Im just about to send off for a copy of my hospital file to see if that can hold any answers. We have the paramedic report which only shows the ambulance took 20 mins to get here and then another 30 min to get the hospital. i thought they had took longer than that, this means i was at the hospital for 1hr 50m before isaac was delivered by c sect. To me that seems a long time for someone that is clearly hemorrhaging. Ive wrote down what i can remember happened that day and in what order and i dont know how it all took so long
I have to chase up an appt with isaac doctor as we have a few questions for him that will then lead to lots of questions for the obstetrician, then i be meeting with the ambulance service
Apparently we have a Child Death Overview Panel these days that by law investigate every childs death to see if anything in the future can be done to prevent the same happening again. Im quite pleased about this and am hoping that they find something, if they do find the hospital are at fault then im not quite sure what our next step would be.
Im still rooting for you all to get your bfp's

xx