Right im soooo bludy confused... HELP!!!!

[tootsy1987]

Hey ladies sorry i havent been on in a few days... been testing with ic's every day and was still getting faint lines, never went any darker and done one thismorning and there was nothing there... havent got a clue what it was all about!! really want to ttc this month too but oh is working away :'( feeeling very emotional tonight, feels soooo shit!! i dunno if anyone remembered me complaining about pain in my leg?? cramping pain from hip to ankles??? well i have been diagnosed with siatica its really bad in my back at the minute and i have a trapped nerve in my shoulder, it hurts soo bad when i move, i have horrible uncomfy cramps in my tummy and just 'feel' pregnant but soooo annoyed its things messing up my mind!! and i cant have cuddles from my oh until thursday night :'( soooo sorry for the rant girls just feeel so down and shitty tonight!

Also i went out last night and my friend has put pics on facebook and they look sooo terrible, i look fat as....! oh came back friday night and when we went to bd i burst into tears, i feel so uncomfortable, like im going to turn him off... i have a flat tummy but my ab is covered in stretch marks from when i was pregnant, i was only 10 weeks but i must have started to show as since my tummy has went down i have pink stetch marks all over my tummy and groin area :'( sooooo horrible!! oh didnt know where to put himself!! i wish my OH was here right now

(p.s sorry for not texting back Dawn hunny my phone is playing up! pm me....)

Thanks for readin xxxx