~S.T.L<3~*Lots of babies, Adoption and Waiting for Beth's BFP! <3

I was out with in laws that came in and we got the bunk beds :) super excited now to clear out the room an redecorate! I'm tuckered out an think its bedtime :) I'm EXHAUSTEDDDDD!!!
 
OK....heres something to gawk at!
 

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Ash - I'd have to say I'm partial to Holly Marie - Marie is my middle name :haha: Oh and I looooooove your pics!!!! And love your idea for the nursery! How's the house hunting going? :hugs:

Jenn, I'm jealous of your 25lbs gained .... I've gained nearly double that! YIKES!!! I'm surprised they didn't check you at your appt! I'd have to say that I've noticed that baby has dropped some too.

Steph / Andi - without knowing the details, but having a pretty good guess at what it may be, I am sorry that you 2 have been hurt by somebody you were so sincerely supporting.

Well, hubby is complaining that I'm on the laptop at 10pm when he'd rather me be watching TV with him.... so I'd better get.... I'll catcha ladies later.

Love you all!
 
Hi ladies its late but I cant sleep.Andi I "think" I see something,Lets hope its a bfp for you :dance:
I love the name you picked Jenn its very pretty!!
Tanya how you feeling?Pretty soon you and Ash will be holding your babies :)
Steph how are you?xoxoxo
Ash I have a good feeling and will have my 1st set of numbers back tomarrow :dance:
I am off to take the dogs for a short walk to maybe tire myself.
Hugs and love 2 u all
 
Andi, looks like it might be the start of a BFP for you...keep testing!:thumbup:

Steph, hope your nausea/headaches are doing better and you've been enjoying some time off:flower:

Jenn, mmmm, that strawberry cake sounds yummy. My birthday is Sunday and now you've got me wanting that for my birthday, lol:cake:

Well, girls, I have no clue what point I'm at in my cycle...guess I'll eventually ovulate at some point:wacko:I've been so frustrated over the last couple of days that I woke up today and just didn't really care about it at all. We'll be leaving really really early in the morning to head to Missouri to get my step-daughter so we'll be gone all weekend and Monday so I probably won't be back on here till Tuesday. I'll be glad to get back home...I always dread the 7 hour trip there:dohh:Hope everyone has a good weekend.

Love and hugs:hugs:
 
yeah so as my title says, I don't get on as often anymore since hubby takes it over when he's home....and everytime I want to get on he says things like "doesn't laundry need to be done or doesn't the fridge or the floor need to be clean" Gawd!

I know being a SAHM my job is to make sure the house is clean but really...I like to do that stuff when Matty is sleeping because he's asking me every 5 minutes "what you doin?" and then even though I answer him, he asks again. lol. but I love my munchkin anyway.

So still no migraines. So I think I think it's safe to say they will return to their normal schedule of once every 3-4 months. It must have been the flux of hormones cuz I've still get morning sickness. IT's okay though.

Brooke, I'm so sorry about Tigger. I so know what your going through. I lost a kitty when she was 19 and I'd had her since I was 8. We lost Lizzie when she was about 10 to cancer, Chapps at 19 due to dementia and then recently Sable who was 9 to a blockage in his urinary track. My heart is with you honey. It's even harder when your Pg because your emotions are even that more out of whack. I was newly preggo too when we lost Sable. It's never easy he was our baby too.

I did catch up on all the posts but I can't remember everything so for that i'm sorry.

Although...what's all that stuff about someone causing drama? There is always someone on these kinds of boards that just wants to cause trouble. I was on another board when I was trying to get preggo the first time and it turned out the 'girl' was actually a man. go fig. I guess you take that risk when it's the net. but I'm definitely a girl and I'm definitely pg and everything I've said is the truth. lol. besides, I couldn't keep up with all the lying even if I did. lol. some people need to grow up. anyway....

My next OB appt is Tuesday! Yeah! I'm thinking he will probably give me the requisition to go for the gender scan. I've been having dreams about having a girl. Maybe it's just cuz it's on my mind and I"m soooo sure that I am having a girl. I just hope that if they tell me it's another boy I'm not disappointed. honestly I will be happy with a healthy baby, although a girl would be nice....

alright well I have to go and do dishes and then I have to weed my jungle. eck! I hate gardening. I'm just glad there's a breeze today. the last week has been very hot and humid.

Everyone is still in my thoughts and prayers! Love you!
 
:bfn: this morning....I gives up! Seriously....I will keep "trying" but not necessarily trying anymore I don't think its gonna happen. Was going to get DH's record for his final SA today an well shoot forgot the office closes at noon an its 11:30 an I live an hour away :( FOOOK :( oh well....I'll go get them next wednesday for my Pee test although AF will be here by then.....I'm so frustrated :( Oh well..... I will be back way later tonight have my nieces bday party to go to .....no telling what time we shall get home tonight I'm totally exhausted tho an I haven't done anything but worry today :( I do have an appt. Monday for my back if I still have a back problem by then....I guess I could get a blood test to for preggy to see if I am or not!
 
I'm sorry but this will have to be as quick as I can...We are about to head back home.. Came to the McD's so Jason could check on his pell grants and so I could figure out about Wes' ID card he needs so he can retake his Advab for the Army...

I woke up this morning--felt the usual, nausea when I layed back down..Got up at 10-10:30 and went to the potty...I am spotting..I don't have any cramps--some poking type feelings right in the front, but spotting all the same--its pink and I imagine its the start of yet another of many losses.. :( I told Jason, and being his usual manly self, he was not the support I needed this morning, and after having all the positive tests i've had, including the one I gave to him monday after father's day--he looked at me and said, "I don't know that you were pregnant at all". :cry: I told him that he needs to go get a vasectomy--its cheaper than getting my tubes tied. I'm threw. Screw what Gail says.. I'm done. I'll be here to see that Andi, and Beth get their :bfp:s, but after that--I can't do it anymore--I said that before; but Jason's lack of support is more than I can tolerate right now. I have to hold my grief in, because HE can't give a damn because in his words, he won't believe it ever until I'm 4 months and the baby is kicking around. Screw him.. Its obvious to me the D&C didn't do anything to make the environment better, I can get pregnant, but not keep them.. I don't have the insurance or resources to be tested anymore for this or that. If its Lupus causing my problems, or any of a 100 reasons--I'm just F'ed that much more.. Sorry. It was def not something I wanted to wake up to and when I called Dr. Hodde (our family doctor)--he's still out till next week and his nurse said, come in for bloodwork, but in her honest opinion being 5 weeks--there is nothing they could do if its a pending m/c and to just follow up if I choose. I guess I'll have to think about that one... I know his nurse really well and we talked and that was her honest opinion--she was probably a little more blunt with me than she would be with most--but she's right. She also told me if my OB/Gyn wants to see me in February--to try and hold off ttc until then. WTF knows...Right now I could care less... Jason can't even talk about it, and I can't cry about it cause GOD forbid we talk about how I F'ing feel...

Hope you guys have a good weekend... I'm going to try and enjoy the rest of mine.. If the spotting eases up or stops this weekend, I'll see Dr. H. If it doesn't--then I've got my answer yet again, but I'm not very hopeful... :( :( :(
 
Andi--I see a hint of something on your test...I hope that the blood test comes back positive for you! and That those girls are in your home soon! :hugs:
 
Just pottied- nothing on my pad.. :shrug: I dont know.. The dh an I did bd last night maybe it was that but I was spotting the first time I got up.. Just a couple light pink spots on the tp, and I checked my cpits high and soft but closed.
I made Jason go to his aunts.. I couldnt take him hanging on me and always saying the wrong shit. His newest slap in the face.... "How about I go to the sperm bank in Dallas, and donate. They'll check my sperm, and I 'll have more kuddos running around." I told him- vasectomy or divorce, I cant this shut anymore. He has the nerve to tell me I need to go and "talk" to someone.. What I need is for him to listen.

I am so sorry for so many typos.. Stupid phone, stupid emotions....
 
:hugs: waiting x bd'ing could well be the reason for spotting you've maybe just irritated your cervix a wee bit x I'm sorry hubby not being more supportive bloody men!!! X
 
Stpeh-Sooooo sorry about your hubby being un supportive! I hope things do get better and hope your not feeling as down now since your not spotting anymore, maybe you did just irratate your cervix. Hope for the best and praying for you.

Tanya-Even 50 isnt to to bad there are some that I know that gain 75+ pounds when they are pregnant! And if it helps, I hear that you gain more with girls than you do with boys so dont worry:)

Andi-Hope AF does not sow up and you do get your BFP this month! And what is the lattest on the girls?

Ashley-How did your doc appointment go?

As for me I have felt really really off today:/ I went to work all normal and when noon came around I just started feeling not myself. First instead of walking into our hallway to the bathrooms (its in between 2 seperations where bedroom sets are displayed) I walk into a bedroom set, I keep getting a sharp pinch in my butt cheek I guess the siatic nerve, my right leg is numb, then I drop my son off at his aunts to stay the night and instead of getting into the drivers seat when I was leaving I walk to the passenger side and even open the door to see hubby looking at me like I am crazy, and THEN I had to go pee so bad I go to the bathroom when I get home and couldnt control it I was holding it but some still choose to come out, the rest waited until I sat down. I feel so odd today:/ Hope tomorrow is a better day, ill probally make tonight an early night.
 
What a day! Well first off girls, I have to update you, I've been texting Tanya and all afternoon. She's in the hospital! She went in this morning because she thought her waters had broken (they hadn't) but the doctors noticed that she was having contractions. They decided to stop them since they were happening pretty regularly and she had a reaction to the medication. Her and Emma were not doing well. They were prepping her for an emergency c-sec and then Emma's stats improved. So, they started her on magnesium hoping that would stop the contractions. Well, she just texted that the magnesium isn't doing anything and they don't think it will at this point. They're keeping her at the hospital for 2 days and monitoring her. So, the contractions may stop on their own or she might have the baby!! Keep your fingers crossed, our sister needs us!

Steph I am so sorry that right when you need him the most, Jason is being a total butt. They can be so cruel sometimes. I really think the bleeding has to just be irritation. It could be a number of things, implantation, early previa, irritation from BDing, anything. Don't get negative yet, I am still so hopeful for you. The spotting has still stopped right? Love you girl, big hugs your way!

Andi are you sure those aren't early BFPs? I see a ghost of a line! FX for you, you just never know! And I seriously can't believe what I read about Stephanie. She is a different kind of crazy. To start a new account, call herself Amanda and then have a totally different background story (i.e. no kids) really freaks me out. I wonder if she actually doesn't have any. I am so sorry that she victimized you and Steph. Absolutely unbelievable.

Jenn I am so sorry you're feeling off today, I wonder if you and Tanya are like soul mates or twins or something and feel what the other one feels!! Perhaps you'll both have your babies early! Get some rest and hope you feel better soon!

What else, I can't remember everything I've read and Joe is calling me for dinner!

Brooke, how'd your numbers turn out? Everything good I hope!!

Beth, don't get down yet, maybe you're just having an extra long cycle. You never know. I just read of a lady today that would've had a 75 day cycle if she had actually had AF arrive. But instead, she ovulated late and got prego. Hugs girl, I know this is hard. We're all rooting for you and Andi!

Amanda, I hope you're doing well!!! Can't wait to hear more about the bubs!

Mandy, glad you're still hanging in there and DH hasn't gotten away with completely stealing the computer! Hope that morning sickness subsides soon - you know what they say though, girls make you sicker! :)

My doctor's appointment went well. I finally heard back that my prenatal blood tests went OK and all looks good. No new symptoms of the previa or anything and my regular OB was questioning how bad it could really be. Oh, I hope it doesn't end of being an issue at all. My baby is kicking away and tickling my bladder often so it's cool to know she's all good. Oh and today is officially VDay!! (Viability Day) so they will definitely be able to try anything and everything to help her if she were born early. Such a relief.

K I'm going to eat dinner, I'll be back on in a little while. And I'll update about Tanya if and when I hear anything!!
 
WOW!!!! That is amazing Ashley! I hope all is well with Tanya and Emma! It is such a coinciedence (sp) that I felt odd today which NEVER happens and she is going thorugh all of this! Wow:) LOL impossible to be twins haha. Keep us updated I am so super anxious for her now! We always talked about texting eachother while we are at the hospital and how itd be cool to have our babies at the same time but looks like she might be having hers waaaaaay before me the way shes going. Tell her we are thinking about her and hope she is feeling ok. And glad everything came out ok at your doc appointment that is great news! No need for you to worry anymore:)
 
Had a reply to post, but this damned phone. :(

Anyhow... I hope it is just an irritated cervix... I just felt it odd that it took after going to the bthrm one time and nothing, but the second time up-spotting.. Im not spotting at all and pretty much nothing at my cervix.. Jason isnt home yet, and very glad for it. I dobt want to even loom at him right now.. I guess the upside is the nausea I have right now that I havent had since this am.. No af type cramps, maybe the lightest twinges light enough I question whether they are happening...just have to see how the weekend plays out.. Thanks for the support ladies.:hugs:

Jenn, i hope tomorrow is a better day for you! How odd that you had such a weird day, Tanya is in labor and delivery and my odd spotting.. Gosh, that is some Diva that Tanya has...lol

Trying to make light, Ashe, tell Tanya to tell her lil girl... A true diva doesnt make early appearances!!! Shes in my prayers, and Im rooting for her and Emma.. I know if she delivers early Emma will be in good hands, and at this stage-36 weeks is not terrible early but her lungs need to be developed.. If I remember right the magnesium may help with that ad well.. I had to take breathine and was given terbutaline in the hospital, so not really sure..


I hope everyone ekse is taking care. I hope I am not offending anyone by being one-sided.. I will be glad to go back to work, and have regular intetnet again..



Many hugs and lots of love ladies!:hugs:
 
Steph I'm so sorry about hubbs being a dork fish :( as my hubby would say LOL....maybe he'll realize soon how much this subject hurts you and that losing a baby hurts to :( darn him....grrrr....

Ash I love your baby name to :) hehe.....

For us....we spent too long at sis n laws an got home now its 11:14 pm an I'm EXHAUSTED....I need to sleep because tomorrow is gonna be another busy day I'll try to get some video an pics of the dolphins tomorrow in the Gulf of Mexico :) hehe....we shall see how cooperative they are! Well...its bedtime an I couldn't hold pee at sis n laws so I said FORGET a test we'll see if AF comes tonight or tomorrow if not then I might test again :) lots of love...and I will have doc appt on Monday at 2:10pm....it couldnt' come fast enough! I think its my kidneys now both sides hurt.....an Jason just doesn't have any fookin sympathy for my pain in my back :( although it seems to have gotten worse today an I've been sick a time or two :( FML....oh well....again STEPH I hope you feel better an glad spotting has stopped for now thank God....I'll update more tomorrow tho :) night ladies :)
 
Andi, I love dolphins! So lucky to be able to see them!

Jason got home, and I am not even going dignify him with anything.. Shit I bet that didnt make senxe... And I havent even been drinking...lol..

I am glad the spotting stopped, and hope it stays that way..

Well, Ill be damned, he's "thinking" of going to McDs for me... Serves him right considering the hell I have had today....

Talk to ya'll in the am!:hugs:
 
Hope your tummy troubles is a bfp lurking hun!!!

Jason went to get me McDs.... I am starving, so maybe Ill ease up on him a bit... Men! :gun:
 
I could only wish but I just know AF is lurking around the corner...already been talking about another cycle with DH tonight....duno if hes a go or no :( he's been so uptight an worried he just is dinging me all up an down about how I will handle 4 kids if he gets deployed etc....I will BE FINE but he doesnt listen to me :cry: its been an emotional day he made me cry earlier :( I guess its just a bad day for more than me! It just was a bad day for many from what I hear today :( PRAYING FOR OUR BETTER TOMORROWS :)
 
hi ladies,
Steph I am so so sorry your dh wasnt so nice to you hun I know that feeling all 2 well.Maybe he is worried so he is sheilding his feelings?Just a thought NOT that it makes it right in any way
WOW So Tanya may be having her little one?OMG I am praying and hope all goes well so please whoever talks to her let her know that xoxo
Ando its not over until the witch comes I have everything crosses for u
Jenn I think your going 2 have your baby within the next 2 weeks IF that,Just a thought hun :)
Well ladies my 1st bloods came back and it was 2,406 get another draw on Monday am so FX..I thought it was a bit low but the dr said it was ok as long as it goes up.
I love u all and your always in my thoughts and prayers
 

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