~S.T.L<3~*Lots of babies, Adoption and Waiting for Beth's BFP! <3

[AndreaFlorida]

I was kidding its totally understandable Glad you got to be with your family thats awesome!!!

 

[bnporter81]

Hi girls...good to be home after all of the traveling

Andi, I'm so sorry you've had such a rough time with everythiing lately. I hope you're feeling a little better...and that must be so hard with your aunt and uncle. My heart goes out to you and your family. Hang in there, hon. When you're down there's only one direction to go.

Love the pic! She is beautiful, Mandy. I hope you and little one are doing well

Steph, YAY for nausea!! I'm not sure if I've ovulated. I haven't temped since Thursday morning because we left earrrrrrrly Friday morning and I forgot to bring my thermometerSo I guess I'll see what my temp. is in the morning. I did have some kind of weird orangish/pink creamy cm on Saturday so I'm not sure what that's all about. Hopefully nothing bad

Big hugs everyone, hope you all had a great Thanksgiving

 

[waiting2012]

I'll update in a bit.. on my am break and today is Adrians appt for her scoliosis... think I've caught a bug.. diarrhea today---tmi sorry... yesterday I had a huge glob of orangish cm.. since the diarrhea has begun - im spotting a little.. but no uterine cramps.. I am afraid this one is not going to stick either..

 

[armymama2012]

Well I'm a bit shaken. Had a very weird dream that was very vivid except for it was in the 1800s. In the dream I discovered that a drunk man had beaten my daughter nearly to death with his cane and there was no doctor nearby. Then only 10 minutes ago I had to do the Heimlick on my daughter, followed by sticking my finger down her throat to make her throw up the piece of popcorn that was stuck in her throat.

I called and told DH about it and he told me straight forward that if she died he probably wouldnt live.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Wow Steph I hope spotting goes away I would call the doc an see if they can check your progesterone level...maybe you just need the internal stuff....its gooey an yucky but might work

Nicole wow what a horrible dream...I'm so sorry an then daughter actually choking is SCARY but babies can sometimes do it a lot as their airway isn't very large...I didn't let my baby eat popcorn until he was 3 and a half...just because I was worried about stuff getting stuck in his throat....I'm very overprotective sometimes LOL....

Prayers that everything calms down your way...that is so scary!

 

[armymama2012]

LOL Thanks Andi. I'm Nicole, not Beth though. Beth is my mom's name. We've let her have popcorn the last 3 weeks because it is the only carbs she would eat since she stopped eating crackers a month ago. This is the first time we've had something like this happen though.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

I knew that wasn't your name LOL Beth is Bnporter Why I said Beth I dunoooo I apologize Nicole I'm crazy LOL....so sorry hunny....

I hope DD will be okay bless her heart its scary when they choke on stuff Trysten choked on EVERYTHING when he was little was scary crap...I'd have to pick him up an just wack him on the back an up the stuff would come LOL....anyways I hope your day gets better NICOLE

I feel so dumb lol mixing everyones names up

 

[armymama2012]

Yeah, before now she hadnt had a choking episode in over 2 months. I think I need a bath. All this emotional tension has made my throat really sore.

 

[waiting2012]

On our way to her appt... thank god im not driving- I hate driving into Dallas. My spotting is just light so light its only on the tp..and it is brown.. jason told me not to worry so much but he seems to forget the past easier than I do... hope everyone is having a good day.

 

[waiting2012]

Wow what a dream Nicole!! Reliving a past life??? That is odd... glad your dd is ok in real life hun, I can't imagine how scary that was..
Andi-if the spotting gets worse I will call. Reading up and everything says between the glob of cm and the spotting could be the mucous plug forming.. hope that is what it is..
I'm more nauseas today but wondering if thats the bug jason and adrian had or m/s.. it happened last night too while in bed but it eased up till the morning where as jason and adrian puked nonstop with the crud.. so probably more likely m/s.. as i'm hungry and nauseas.. lol

 

[waiting2012]

Stopped at Chic-fil-a-- yummm... bathroom stop and spotting GONE! plus my nausea is at bay since eating.. now to get back to where we need to be..lol

 

[TandA08]

Has anybody heard from Amanda? Her baby is due in the next couple weeks, isn't it?? I sent her a PM 2 or 3 weeks ago and never heard back from her. I wonder how she is doing!

Steph, I just noticed your due date on your ticker... that was Emma's due date! I sure hope this one sticks for you!!

 

[waiting2012]

Ya know I saw she was online a few days ago but she never posted.. I'm not sure if she was just overwhelmed or if something happened.. I hope all is ok with her.. and I got to thinking about that when I was going through all my pics on the computer.. I think the date on yours or Jenns bfp pic was the same day too.. funny isn't it??

Feeling GREAT right now.. should have tinkled back at the drs office but wasn't thinking..lol.. no nausea, so my chicken sandwich hit the spot! Adrian's top curve is now 38 degrees and her bottom curve is 35 degrees. I'll post pics of her xrays when I can get on my computer..she goes back in 6 months for another visit.. we still don't know if spinal surgery will be avoided yet- time will tell on that one.. sitting in traffic..
Today is also my 12 yr anniversary.. damn seems like forever! Lol

 

[waiting2012]

I hope everyone is having a good "hump" day... I wish my day was going better than it is... I'm so sick and tired of having to come here and be a grump and feel pity-wo'.... I did call in to the doctor's who's only advice to me at this point considering what I know and what I've dealt with--is to try and put my feet up today and see if my spotting stops--OH YEAH--forgot to mention--got home last night and it was back after nothing since lunch time and it was bright red. Spotting only and nothing on my pad all night, but spotting all the same... I called my boss this am (who is on FB) and told her I was sick with the same bug that Jason and Adrian have--I didn't want to tell her that I was probably m/c'ing again--they seen me through 3 now, and I didn't want to feel or hear the "oh, I'm so sorry" when it came to that. I've had some cramping but its like _____ O ______ (ok you are probably wondering WTH?--I did that because that is like "where" my cramping is--its not all over just like where the O is...LOL) Almost feels like my cervix is trying to open up but isn't, I don't know..I checked my cp and it was high/med/closed but there was brownish/red blood there.. Sucks because I couldn't even have sex with my hubby last night on our anniversary and it's been almost a week and an a half since I let him.. I know he's getting fustrated with that--but he'll be happy about everything when it's threw I'm sure. I'm not even wasting my money on more hpts, and tomorrow I will go back to work--can't afford to miss another day after missing a half day yesterday and not being there today. I've kept pretty busy with my games today and I guess I just need to get over this and move on. Please, PLEASE, PLEASE, don't say "I'm sorry" or anything else about it--it is what it is.. I can get pg, can't stay that way--going to ask my doctor when it's all finished to please put me on some sort of b/c until the summer time in which we look to more perminent b/c measures. I just don't understand why? Why are there ladies like Andi, who can't get pg but do EVERYTHING to get that way but nothing works, and then there are those like me who don't have to do anything but have sex at some random opportune time in the month and get knocked up but m/c before 12 weeks.. I mean, we both have had children, so something worked a long time ago, what went wrong? Why? I'm done venting... Its stupid to vent over something so petty...But I do feel a lot better having done so. And its not that I've lost faith, ect...Its just its time to face the reality of the situation.

I mentioned yesterday I was going to post pics of Adrian's xrays..I will do so at the end of this post. I'm really not sure when I'll be on again here, and I don't want to take my tickers down but I don't want to look them on a daily basis either.. I've pushed my other losses so far out of my mind that I vaguely remember when due dates would have been ect, but I don't want to forget this one..I guess in some ways it is the "Last" just not the way I wanted.


Xray on the left was yesterdays--curves are 38/39 degrees on top and 34/35 degrees on the bottom.. I know I posted them on FB so if you've already seen them..sorry. She is no longer wearing her brace as we are past that point..We go back in May for more xrays and we'll be monitored and hopefully surgery can be avoided a bit longer if not all together..I'm honestly not sure if they'll be able to put it off--she was already saying this morning she has quite a bit of constant pain in her back with or without the brace on.

Lots of Love ladies... Sorry to be such a downer today.. Going to find something for lunch and take a nap.

 

[bnporter81]

Hi everyone

Steph, I know you don't want the "I'm sorrys" from anyone and I understand. Just know that we're here for you and we care. I hope things improve, hon and you feel better soon.

So sorry about your scary dream, Nicole. Must have really freaked you out when your daughter was choking after such a dream! I'm glad she's okay, though.

Well, I had bloodwork done when I went for my blood pressure check last week and they said today that it looks like my hormones are imbalanced and that I probably do have PCOS. No ultrasound or anything, just going by hormone levels. My blood sugar level was also very slightly elevated and she said it might be like that due to the PCOS as well. It's not in the diabetic range or anything, though, so that's good Anyway, the doctor went ahead and prescribed Metformin and I should have it in a few days. I'm really hoping it will help regulate my cycles and help me ovulate more often...she said it would maybe even help with losing a few poundsThe doctor will be gone for 4 weeks, but the nurse said after she comes back I'm supposed to set up an appointment to talk more about the PCOS with her. She might even prescribe Clomid for me at that point...I'm not sure. But at least things are moving forward a bit and I wanted to share.

Love and everyone.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

Steph....I would ask for referral to fertililty doctor...they would find out the REAL cause of the babies not sticking for you and would do every measure they could to save a pregnancy. They don't just handle infertile couples the handle the ones who get pregnant an nothing stays put....so it might be an option to talk about!

As for us we are just trying to get all the paperwork finished for this adoption that seems to be dragging its self passed the Christmas mark now...our luck they would give them to us Christmas day an we'd be screwed with nothing to give them or get them...I haven't even asked if we could possibly buy them a couple small things and send or what not but I want to...ya know?!?! They could possibly be ours soon!

Anyways just lots of stress and apparently Soy makes you spot and bleed soo well I'm just bleeding/spotting along....it hasn't stopped yet...gahhhhh! Anyways hubby has new meds I can't remember the name but it supposed to help men fertility we shall see if this works its gonna be funny as crap!!

I'm so sorry about your bleeding hunny put your legs up an rest as much as possible so sorry hunny!

 

[brooke1993]

I hope everyone is having a good "hump" day... I wish my day was going better than it is... I'm so sick and tired of having to come here and be a grump and feel pity-wo'.... I did call in to the doctor's who's only advice to me at this point considering what I know and what I've dealt with--is to try and put my feet up today and see if my spotting stops--OH YEAH--forgot to mention--got home last night and it was back after nothing since lunch time and it was bright red. Spotting only and nothing on my pad all night, but spotting all the same... I called my boss this am (who is on FB) and told her I was sick with the same bug that Jason and Adrian have--I didn't want to tell her that I was probably m/c'ing again--they seen me through 3 now, and I didn't want to feel or hear the "oh, I'm so sorry" when it came to that. I've had some cramping but its like _____ O ______ (ok you are probably wondering WTH?--I did that because that is like "where" my cramping is--its not all over just like where the O is...LOL) Almost feels like my cervix is trying to open up but isn't, I don't know..I checked my cp and it was high/med/closed but there was brownish/red blood there.. Sucks because I couldn't even have sex with my hubby last night on our anniversary and it's been almost a week and an a half since I let him.. I know he's getting fustrated with that--but he'll be happy about everything when it's threw I'm sure. I'm not even wasting my money on more hpts, and tomorrow I will go back to work--can't afford to miss another day after missing a half day yesterday and not being there today. I've kept pretty busy with my games today and I guess I just need to get over this and move on. Please, PLEASE, PLEASE, don't say "I'm sorry" or anything else about it--it is what it is.. I can get pg, can't stay that way--going to ask my doctor when it's all finished to please put me on some sort of b/c until the summer time in which we look to more perminent b/c measures. I just don't understand why? Why are there ladies like Andi, who can't get pg but do EVERYTHING to get that way but nothing works, and then there are those like me who don't have to do anything but have sex at some random opportune time in the month and get knocked up but m/c before 12 weeks.. I mean, we both have had children, so something worked a long time ago, what went wrong? Why? I'm done venting... Its stupid to vent over something so petty...But I do feel a lot better having done so. And its not that I've lost faith, ect...Its just its time to face the reality of the situation.

I mentioned yesterday I was going to post pics of Adrian's xrays..I will do so at the end of this post. I'm really not sure when I'll be on again here, and I don't want to take my tickers down but I don't want to look them on a daily basis either.. I've pushed my other losses so far out of my mind that I vaguely remember when due dates would have been ect, but I don't want to forget this one..I guess in some ways it is the "Last" just not the way I wanted.


View attachment 522907 Xray on the left was yesterdays--curves are 38/39 degrees on top and 34/35 degrees on the bottom.. I know I posted them on FB so if you've already seen them..sorry. She is no longer wearing her brace as we are past that point..We go back in May for more xrays and we'll be monitored and hopefully surgery can be avoided a bit longer if not all together..I'm honestly not sure if they'll be able to put it off--she was already saying this morning she has quite a bit of constant pain in her back with or without the brace on.

Lots of Love ladies... Sorry to be such a downer today.. Going to find something for lunch and take a nap.

HUGE HUGE (((HUGS))) Your in my prayers...I have had spotting on and off for 3 days and was told bluntly if I may add there is NOTHING they can do that what will be will be and is a m/c will occur they cant stop it..Let nature takes its course....I am getting a new dr to say the least..I am here for you

 

[armymama2012]

What is it with women in this group having middle of the month babies? Nothing against it but just noticed that. Making me think this baby will come 2 weeks early in order to stay with the pattern.

 

[AndreaFlorida]

LOL speaking of that both my boys were teh 17th of the months October 17, 2003 and January 17, 2009...didn't even realize it til a few hours after Trysten was born as I was still thinking in my drugged up state it was the 16th lol

 

[armymama2012]

My successful pregnancies have both been in the first week of the month and on a Monday too. This one is due on Saturday June 1st, 2013 but I'm expecting a baby on Monday, June 3rd.