I'm afraid to get too excited because I am also afraid of a loss. We started TTC and it happened so quickly, I feel like it's too good to be true. I'm also afraid that the bond with my son will diminish because I will have to care for this sweet new baby and it makes me sad because my son and I have an insane connection; he is a mamas boy and I fear he'll feel replaced or that my husband loves him so much that he might not love this other baby the same.