September Sweet Peas (Our 2015 Rainbows)

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  1. Bug222

    Bug222 Mum to Iain and Brodie

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    Hey ladies anyone else here yet with a Sept 2015 due date? Just got a bfp this am at 10 dpo. Had an early MC in Feb then a MMC at 9+5 in May. Im absolutely terrified! Sat on the bathroom floor shaking and crying for a good half hour when I saw the second line.

    Sept Rainbows-

    Bug222- Brodie- August 27th- 7lbs 1oz
    Babyfeva- Angelina- August 31th- 7lbs 15oz
    Mrsgoodhart- Harrison- September 11th- 8lbs 3oz
    Confuzion - Zinnia- August 18th- 7lbs 6oz
    Cutieq - Vincent- September 2nd- 8lbs 9oz
    Mrs Reineke:blue:
    ellahopesky- Willow- August 23rd- 7lbs 15oz
    xoxo4angel:angel:
    knobby
    AmbiguousHope :pink:
    Jelly tots:angel:
    wantabby- Adeline- September 1st- 7lbs 6oz
    tryiNHouston :pink:
    bluefish 1980 :angel:
    Tink_
    kdmalk
    maryanne1987- Aurora Rose- Aug 29th- 7lbs 12oz
    Sarahlou372
    karenh
    yazzy :yellow:
    carebear1981- Bradley- September 19th- 8lbs 7oz
    Radiance :angel:
    Khadijah-x
    Chrissi1981
    Christi85 - Hector- September 9th- 7lbs 6oz
    lol2811:blue:
    28329
    monkeysmommy
    Tooth_fairy
    gabdin
    LeaM:blue:

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  2. babyfeva

    babyfeva Well-Known Member

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    Hi Bug22-congrats sweetie!!! I'm so sorry for your losses. I got a super faint BFP at 9 dpo 2 days ago then more positive yesterday and today!! I too had 2 losses this year. I had a MMC at almost 11 weeks (baby stopped growing at 9 weeks) in April, then a natural miscarriage at 7 weeks in June.

    I'm super nervous which sucks because I feel that I can't be excited. I'm really hoping this is our rainbow baby. I already have a 2 yr old son that I'm blessed with but would love to give him a sibling.
     
  3. Bug222

    Bug222 Mum to Iain and Brodie

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    Hi babyfeva!! I remember you from some of the orher threads! Congratulations! Fxd this is our time for a rainbow!
     
  4. babyfeva

    babyfeva Well-Known Member

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    Bug22-when will you make an appointment to see your doctor?
     
  5. Bug222

    Bug222 Mum to Iain and Brodie

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    I actually already had an appt booked for another reason on Dec 31- so I will just wait for then. How about you?
     
  6. babyfeva

    babyfeva Well-Known Member

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    I don't know yet. I'm kind of scared of having my hcg levels checked because I remembered it stressed me out the last 2 times not having great doubling times.
     
  7. Bug222

    Bug222 Mum to Iain and Brodie

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    Yeah Im not sure if I will bother. I didn't with my son and it was a lot less stressful. I did with the last pregnancy and had good doubling time but in the end it didn't matter.
     
  8. babyfeva

    babyfeva Well-Known Member

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    I agree. I've learned you can't do much about it all. Just going to try my best to stay positive.
     
  9. Mrsgoodhart

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    Hi there.....cautiously optimistic. Due (hopefully) September 5th. Had a MMC in October at 11 weeks..... So I'm pretty scared to be excited.
     
  10. Bug222

    Bug222 Mum to Iain and Brodie

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    Welcome mrs goodheart!!!
     
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    Mrsgoodhart Well-Known Member

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    Thank you! Glad to be here with you :)
     
  12. babyfeva

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    Congrats Mrsgoldhart!! Wishing you a sticky bean.
     
  13. confuzion

    confuzion Mommy to Zinny at last!

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    Hello bug and babyfeva :hi:, I know both of you hehe. Hi mrsgoodhart :hi:.

    So it seems I'm due September 8th. Truth be told I'm struggling to find positivity. But I don't want to keep on complaining about it on my journal and around the TTC and TTCAL ladies so think it'll be nice to talk to you ladies for a little while even if this doesn't work out.

    My history is in my siggy but I'll type it anyway. 4 MC, 3 of them missed (one possible molar), and 1 early loss. So this is lucky pregnancy #5?

    Will hopefully get some betas next week.
     
  14. babyfeva

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    Hi Confuzion!! I'm so glad you're here. Congratulations! How far along are you? I'm so truly sorry for your losses. I've had 2 miscarriages this year (1 MMC, 1 natural) I'm really hoping this is going to be our rainbow baby!! I have a good feeling for us. :)
     
  15. confuzion

    confuzion Mommy to Zinny at last!

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    3+3 by LMP and 3+6 by conception. So still very early days. Got my BFP at 9 DPO so I've known for about 4 days. I remember you from the february rainbows group. Nice that we're in a rainbow group together again. Hopefully this time we actually get our rainbows!
     
  16. babyfeva

    babyfeva Well-Known Member

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    Is it weird that I don't feel super excited? I feel really nervous. I just want to feel happy.
     
  17. confuzion

    confuzion Mommy to Zinny at last!

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    I agree. And definitely not weird. Feeling the same way. Wish I could feel as happy and naive as I did in my first pregnancy :sad1:.
     
  18. Mrsgoodhart

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    Agreed. I've actually been telling myself all day long,"It'll just die, it'll just die. you won't get a baby".....mostly so that if that turns out to be true, I can just say that I told myself so and pretend it's less devastating. I am having a very hard time being excited about this pregnancy because I'm constantly terrified it will end. My OB promised me last time that I could have all the betas and whatever other labs I want, and early (and plentiful) ultrasounds, so I'll call tomorrow and get started on that but quite honestly I'm not sure it will help me relax. I wish I could just be carefree about this pregnancy.
     
  19. Bug222

    Bug222 Mum to Iain and Brodie

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    Hey confuzion! The thing I like about this part of the forum is that everyone really does understand the heightened fear and the struggle to get excited about a bfp. We will get through this together!!!
     
  20. confuzion

    confuzion Mommy to Zinny at last!

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    mrsgoodheart - Yeah don't think there's anything on this earth that will help me relax at this point (nothing safe in pregnancy anyway :haha:). Did you call your OB today?

    Bug - I agree, so glad this part of the forum exists. Hopefully 2015 is kind to all of us.

    Called my doctor's office today and I am set up for an appointment on Monday 2:30 (eastern time). Nervous! Tested again this morning and the lines are still reassuring so far! 13 DPO today. Time is moving so slooowww.
     

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