Nevaie
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I suppose this is mostly just me ranting/venting. I have a history of pregnancy losses and a family history of the same (which to my knowledge is considered the main 'risk' this time around) and have been having some problems with bleeding - mostly dark brown -and an SCH. But every ultrasound shows baby in great shape, heart rate around 165-168 BPM, great movement, perfect development ect. I also made it to 13 weeks today which where I'm from is considered the start of the 2nd trimester - though I know the date varies area to area and this site uses 14 weeks.
I found myself with a bit of a problem this time around as I no longer have insurance and the only option available to me turned out to be waaaay too expensive (his new job only offers insurance at $336 a WEEK and that's before co-pays/deductibles. Seriously.) So anyways, luckily the State was willing to help us out with prenatal only coverage but so far no plan or anything like that. Just guarantee of payment to anyone willing to accept that sort of coverage. Which is almost no one. I found a local clinic willing to take me but am seen by a regular family doctor, not an OB and certainly not a high risk specialist. This is where I started having problems... They tell me almost nothing and seem to be in way over their heads. I was sent in for a quantitative hCG test to check for 'viability of the pregnancy' at just over 11 weeks - and this was AFTER I'd had an ultrasound showing a perfectly healthy baby and no issues other than the SCH. 2nd drawn was at about 12 weeks. Then they left a frantic (and stressful) message on my phone asking about if everything was still OK, was I having an symptoms and call back asap to have another draw done. They still wouldn't tell me ANYTHING. I went in for the 3rd draw yesterday - at 12 weeks 6 days.
Lucky for me after the upsetting message left on my phone I'd looked up info on hCG levels to see what range mine should be in. I found out that they peak at 8-11 weeks and then begin dropping and leveling off. So when the office called today to tell me that the numbers were dropping (though they didn't give me the actual numbers) I was already prepared for it. I asked about how they're supposed to drop at this point anyways and was told nope, never supposed to drop. I have another ultrasound tomorrow anyways and expect to see baby looking as perfect as ever. But I find myself extremely ANGRY. What if I didn't already know the numbers were supposed to drop and just took them at their word? I'd be right back to thinking I was losing my baby (which they've had me convinced of a few times already due to not knowing what they're doing or what was happening), stressing out, rushing to the ER, missing my little boy's concert tonight and would surely be upset enough to potentially be harmed by all the stress and anxiety.
It just doesn't seem right that a medical doctor would order a test she obviously doesn't know much about and give out false and upsetting information. At this point I'm about at the end of my rope and would love to switch doctors but find myself unable to unless I can get on a plan or find a way to pay for all of it myself. Unfortunately I just don't have the money to pay out of pocket for a technically high risk and extra expensive pregnancy. I'm stuck and angry and worried and it's just really not okay.
I found myself with a bit of a problem this time around as I no longer have insurance and the only option available to me turned out to be waaaay too expensive (his new job only offers insurance at $336 a WEEK and that's before co-pays/deductibles. Seriously.) So anyways, luckily the State was willing to help us out with prenatal only coverage but so far no plan or anything like that. Just guarantee of payment to anyone willing to accept that sort of coverage. Which is almost no one. I found a local clinic willing to take me but am seen by a regular family doctor, not an OB and certainly not a high risk specialist. This is where I started having problems... They tell me almost nothing and seem to be in way over their heads. I was sent in for a quantitative hCG test to check for 'viability of the pregnancy' at just over 11 weeks - and this was AFTER I'd had an ultrasound showing a perfectly healthy baby and no issues other than the SCH. 2nd drawn was at about 12 weeks. Then they left a frantic (and stressful) message on my phone asking about if everything was still OK, was I having an symptoms and call back asap to have another draw done. They still wouldn't tell me ANYTHING. I went in for the 3rd draw yesterday - at 12 weeks 6 days.
Lucky for me after the upsetting message left on my phone I'd looked up info on hCG levels to see what range mine should be in. I found out that they peak at 8-11 weeks and then begin dropping and leveling off. So when the office called today to tell me that the numbers were dropping (though they didn't give me the actual numbers) I was already prepared for it. I asked about how they're supposed to drop at this point anyways and was told nope, never supposed to drop. I have another ultrasound tomorrow anyways and expect to see baby looking as perfect as ever. But I find myself extremely ANGRY. What if I didn't already know the numbers were supposed to drop and just took them at their word? I'd be right back to thinking I was losing my baby (which they've had me convinced of a few times already due to not knowing what they're doing or what was happening), stressing out, rushing to the ER, missing my little boy's concert tonight and would surely be upset enough to potentially be harmed by all the stress and anxiety.
It just doesn't seem right that a medical doctor would order a test she obviously doesn't know much about and give out false and upsetting information. At this point I'm about at the end of my rope and would love to switch doctors but find myself unable to unless I can get on a plan or find a way to pay for all of it myself. Unfortunately I just don't have the money to pay out of pocket for a technically high risk and extra expensive pregnancy. I'm stuck and angry and worried and it's just really not okay.