I know what you mean. In the beginning I really felt girl but kept telling myself that was wishful thinking and I was having a boy.
With my other 3 I just knew they were boys, whenever I thought "wonder if this one will be a girl" a little voice in my head said "bet its a boy though" this time I had the opposite, everything I told myself it was a boy that little voice said "bet you get a girl" but I didn't trust it. I couldn't call the baby he, or imagine a boy. This pregnancy has been different from my others. But I still think its all a trick. I've done gender quizzes which say girl, gender predictors some which say girl, others say boy, and I've done the baking soda test a few times as well as the ring test. the ring says girl, the baking soda doesnt seem to know, one time I got fizz, another nothing, mosttimes I get a little powder float to the top. Guppy made an interesting point the way you pour the pee in making a difference and I think she is probably right.
I woke up one morning last week sure that the baby was a boy. I felt good that I was so convinced and that I felt ok with it. Now I'm wondering if I just did such a brilliant job of convincing myself that I'd have a boy and thats why I believe it, or if I was just hoping before and this is my real instinct.