I had a miscarriage in oct last year at 6 weeks. After I got the negative tests and it had all ended I then had one normal period then fell pregnant again. I will be officially 9 weeks pregnant tomorrow according to my dates etc. With the miscarriage last time I knew things were never going to go right as I was bleeding the entire time even before i tested and i also had barely any symptoms. I only knew I was pregnant for a week and it was really difficult to come to terms with. This pregnancy I have felt really anxious about keep expecting things to go wrong again. The main difference this time round is I did infact miss a period and did have a few symptoms for the first few weeks such as light nausea never was actually sick but felt it. I found myself going off food yet feeling starving hungrey at same time. I've had headaches and was really thirsty all the time. I had slightly sore boobs but they came and went every few days as did most of the symptoms. The thing is for about a week now i've lost every single symptom. I feel totally unpregnant so im very worried. I did have two separate occasions where when i went to the toilet i wiped and there was some very pale pink spotting but not enough to get on my underwear and it was only the two times I went to the toilet but on different days. One was a couple of days after being rude abit too roughly so i wondered if that could of been the reason why. I also felt my cervix (prob shouldn't of) and i think that may possibly have caused the second incident of spotting. This was all before my midwife booking in appointment so I told her about it. What is worrying me now though is the lack of symptoms having gone for a week. After what happened last time I keep reading about miscarriages and now reading about missed miscarriages and I'm worried this is what might be happening to me? I mentioned the spotting and lack of symptoms to my midwife booking in appointment but she didn't seem too concerned and just said if it happened again to go see the doctor and they would refer me to the early pregnancy unit. As of yet its not happened again but i am concerned. It seems an age away before i'd get a scan to know whats going on. I haven't even had a letter to tell me when to expect it yet. Feel so nervous. Is anyone else in similar circumstances or experienced the same situation where all your symptoms gone for a week including sore boobs (as mine feel totally normal even with prodding) and been ok in the end? Not sure what to feel at the moment. It's like im in limbo. I can't feel positive or grieve if its not going to work out.