Slap me senseless

[GD29]

I moved a few days ago to NTNP to relax and stop TTC so much.
So what did I do?
I've paid for another month of Fertility Friend AFTER peeing on an OPK.


Its just the habit of it all. I did it without even remembering I was NTNP.
Oh well, at least I know I'm 1 DPO
Its better here than reading about it, normally I've gone through 50 OPK's by now, I've only gone through 3 so far just to confirm my suspicion that I was ovulating. Why do I feel so guilty? Silly!

I know you all probably think I'm silly, but as a habit TTC is hard to break.
I last had a chemical pregnancy in august to, which made me even more determined to try again.

I do find this forum less stressful though and it is helping more than reading about testing every day and successful pregnancies that do happen.
At least I haven't bothered ordering HPT's, I've normally ordered about 30 by now
Please forgive me, I'm a bad influence
I'm just relaxing about it all more.

 

[Aurora CHK]

Ha ha GD, I know just what you mean. I have been saying that 'I'm Trying, OH is Preventing' because for an NTNPer/WTTer I am obsessed with my temperature, CM and so on!

And I just bought two expensive boxes of OPKs for next month, mostly to try to 'murphy's law' my body into making me pregnant already.

We need the calming influence of the other NTNP ladies to help us with the 'zen' approach...

 

[GD29]

I agree, TTC is a painful habit when it goes on for too long and you get stuck into the routine of browsing OPK's and HPT's online