It really is, moonstar. I'm just so curious and I'm worried I'll get my hope up too high! I'm not good with handling disappointment

So I'm trying my best not to get too excited.
Even the brown spotting? I heard brown spotting can mean implantation bleeding. However, of course you'd know your body better than anyone else.
I get what you mean, you do what you feel needs to be done. If seeing your temperature dip will be too much for you, then don't do it. I think I'd be the same way myself. So no worries! Whatever happens, happens!
From what I saw on your chart, you bd on the perfect days. So I wouldn't worry about that. Unfortunately, no matter how well you do, it's never guaranteed

I wish it was though. lol
Anyway, the way I see it, until AF comes, you're not out of the game! So keep us updated! If this month isn't your month, it's fine. Just try again next month! I'm sure you'll get your bfp soon!
For now

to everyone!