Hi, hope you don't mind but just need to write down how i feel.
Was due to start down regging injections on the 4th nov but we had the cycle post-poned.
I had a scan on the 2nd of oct to check for a cyst as i have a history of these and thought i had another. Was told they saw something on the screen at the scan but that it was a follicle.
Went for my pre-treatment scan on tuesday just gone, found a 6cm blood filled cyst and that i have a fluid filled blocked tube.
I feel so angry that this wasn't spotted at the earlier scan as to be told everyting is ok and then 3wk later it isn't is so upsetting.
Have had 2 operations before for cysts and endo and just feel beaten by it and can't cope with another operation. I know its the only way forward to get the baby we long for but its just so unfair.
Am trying to pick myself up and stop feeling sorry for myself but i can't seem to do it.
How do you cope when everything seems to be against you?
Sorry for such a downer of a post but had to get it out.
Anyone got any suggestions to pick you up and to try and think positive again
thanks for reading this
nik
Was due to start down regging injections on the 4th nov but we had the cycle post-poned.
I had a scan on the 2nd of oct to check for a cyst as i have a history of these and thought i had another. Was told they saw something on the screen at the scan but that it was a follicle.
Went for my pre-treatment scan on tuesday just gone, found a 6cm blood filled cyst and that i have a fluid filled blocked tube.
I feel so angry that this wasn't spotted at the earlier scan as to be told everyting is ok and then 3wk later it isn't is so upsetting.
Have had 2 operations before for cysts and endo and just feel beaten by it and can't cope with another operation. I know its the only way forward to get the baby we long for but its just so unfair.
Am trying to pick myself up and stop feeling sorry for myself but i can't seem to do it.
How do you cope when everything seems to be against you?
Sorry for such a downer of a post but had to get it out.
Anyone got any suggestions to pick you up and to try and think positive again
thanks for reading this
nik