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I am having NO signs of labour what's so ever!
I am constipated.
Baby is high up in my rib cage.
I have a UTI which my hospital can't sort until my midwife comes back on Tuesday 29th.
Pre-op for a csection booked on Thursday the 1st.
I have another (2nd) sweep booked for Friday the 2nd.
Csection booked on Monday the 5th.
I have to go to all of these appointments ALONE because my husband has to look after the kids, my in laws are dead! My mother is unwell and my father is working!
I will also be going for the csection ALONE too.
I can't be induced because I've had 2previous csections. I can't have the spinal block to have an elective csection because I have scholiosis of the spine. I have no choice but to completely miss the birth of my own child due to having to have GA.
It's making me resent this baby to the point where me and my husband have talked about adoption.
I cry myself to sleep knowing I have no bond whatsoever with this baby!
I don't want to breastfeed it, I want the medication to make me better, but I've been told I'm selfish.
I don't know what to do anymore.
My GP says its anxiety, I don't want to live like this. I'm not in good place right now.
I am constipated.
Baby is high up in my rib cage.
I have a UTI which my hospital can't sort until my midwife comes back on Tuesday 29th.
Pre-op for a csection booked on Thursday the 1st.
I have another (2nd) sweep booked for Friday the 2nd.
Csection booked on Monday the 5th.
I have to go to all of these appointments ALONE because my husband has to look after the kids, my in laws are dead! My mother is unwell and my father is working!
I will also be going for the csection ALONE too.
I can't be induced because I've had 2previous csections. I can't have the spinal block to have an elective csection because I have scholiosis of the spine. I have no choice but to completely miss the birth of my own child due to having to have GA.
It's making me resent this baby to the point where me and my husband have talked about adoption.
I cry myself to sleep knowing I have no bond whatsoever with this baby!
I don't want to breastfeed it, I want the medication to make me better, but I've been told I'm selfish.
I don't know what to do anymore.
My GP says its anxiety, I don't want to live like this. I'm not in good place right now.