Midnightie
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I am 24 and 5 weeks pregnant, I still live with my parents (due to my moms request because she feels alone). My dad doesn't know yet that I'm pregnant, since he has a difficult personality, I opted not to tell him anything. Yesterday when my mom mentioned something, he kind of got a hint and got really mad because I have no job yet (I have a master's degree and am currently searching for a job before I start showing, plus I am with the father of the baby who has a stable job). I was overhearing them talk and he seemed pretty angry and told my mom that what if I don't get a job or what if I die during childbirth (uhm what??? O.O). My mom didn't confirm that I was pregnant but just said that she didn't know.
I was soo enraged when I heard that because it felt like my dad wanted to control my life and determine when and how many kids I am to get and that's unacceptable. I tend to be very sensitive and suffer from anxiety, so my reaction was pretty strong. My heart started racing and I felt like I was shaking and couldn't sleep much that night. In the middle of the night I noticed my boobs weren't hurting anymore and was then even more worried that I might have done something to the baby. I spent the rest of the night crying.
My boobs are still not hurting anymore... could my anxiety have done something bad to the baby??
I was soo enraged when I heard that because it felt like my dad wanted to control my life and determine when and how many kids I am to get and that's unacceptable. I tend to be very sensitive and suffer from anxiety, so my reaction was pretty strong. My heart started racing and I felt like I was shaking and couldn't sleep much that night. In the middle of the night I noticed my boobs weren't hurting anymore and was then even more worried that I might have done something to the baby. I spent the rest of the night crying.
My boobs are still not hurting anymore... could my anxiety have done something bad to the baby??