Jencocoa
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Perhaps this should be in the miscarriage forum but it's very slow and I got almost no responses over there when I started miscarrying earlier this weekend. I knew I was bleeding and cramping but I thought it was just the beginning of the miscarriage. After the appointment today when I found out I had already passed the baby I feel really awful. I told the midwife that I felt really bad that I didn't know one of those times when a baby was in there. She told me that it was so tiny I couldn't have known and couldn't have seen it. I was about eight weeks and five days although my baby didn't grow to the size of what an eight week old baby should grow to. The ultrasound tech said the baby was less than a centimeter and my midwife said from rump to crown baby was only .3 cm. But there's a mom who posted pictures of her miscarried six and eight week old babies and you can tell they are little babies. I feel horribly guilty I could not find or save my baby and he/she just got flushed down the toilet. I could just throw up. I looked though. Every single time I went to the bathroom and looked. When I had the few very small class on Sunday which had to be at in retrospect I studied those clots and I didn't see anything.