TheAnie
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I know I haven't been around, but we are still trying. We had a big break down fight, literally the first one in six years, and a lot of angry things were said. Not to mention things have been made of suck for the last month as I'm working for a company that just declared liquidation. To make it even better they announced that they were selling to a liquidator the day I got a positive OPK. So I already knew that cycle was boned. It was just a crap month overall.
This month we're back to trying in full force again, hopefully with less stress. I got my positive OPK yesterday as well as EWCM so we DTD last night and plan to DTD every night till my temps rise. Which is a hell of a lot for us. haha. Hopefully this is our month. If it is we may just have an anniversary baby(May 14, 2000). Which would make all of this pain and suffering of trying worth it. If not, it's okay. Or at least that's what I will tell myself. I kept letting myself get too worked up on the dates. "If it happens this month the baby could be born on your Dad's birthday!" "If it happens this month it would be a Friday the 13th baby!" etc. I just want it to happen, and soon, the day month or week the baby is born shouldn't phase me until I have a baby in me.
To pass the time I've been doing maternity and newborn pictures for an old high school friend. It was fun and taught me things to do and not to do when I'm doing my own pictures. I also have another friend who is about 13 weeks along and I'm trying to convince her she wants several maternity shoots as well. hahah.
This month we're back to trying in full force again, hopefully with less stress. I got my positive OPK yesterday as well as EWCM so we DTD last night and plan to DTD every night till my temps rise. Which is a hell of a lot for us. haha. Hopefully this is our month. If it is we may just have an anniversary baby(May 14, 2000). Which would make all of this pain and suffering of trying worth it. If not, it's okay. Or at least that's what I will tell myself. I kept letting myself get too worked up on the dates. "If it happens this month the baby could be born on your Dad's birthday!" "If it happens this month it would be a Friday the 13th baby!" etc. I just want it to happen, and soon, the day month or week the baby is born shouldn't phase me until I have a baby in me.
To pass the time I've been doing maternity and newborn pictures for an old high school friend. It was fun and taught me things to do and not to do when I'm doing my own pictures. I also have another friend who is about 13 weeks along and I'm trying to convince her she wants several maternity shoots as well. hahah.