Afternoon ladies how are you all? love the banner and our list of when everyone is testing can't wait till the 3rd wish it would hurry up and get here. does anyone feel as though they are watching and talking about someone else's life? last month when i was doing my pregnancy tests and they were coming back negative it felt as though i was just doing the test for someone else and it wasn't really me trying for a baby, and this month i sometimes find when i'm chatting to you guys its not really me going thru all the BDing and getting excited i'm just telling you about someone else but other times i know its me its weird, anyone experienced this?