Terrified!

[Beadette]

Ok well after my bout of PMA I've gone downhill. I'm terrified that this baby has already gone and I can't think straight.

There have been tears today already! I'm so frightened!

I started getting mild nausea last week but it seems to be getting less and less. I know that doesn't neccessarily mean anything but I'm just petrified after last time!

 

[Lamburai1703]

Hi Beadette. Please try not to worry. I know that is easier said than done and all of us have similiar fears at this stage, but worrying over it won't help - it will only make you more frantic. If you are really concerned ring the EPU, but I imagine they will refer you to A&E cos of the bank holiday. Please try and relax. I'll be thinking of you.

 

[Beadette]

Thanks Hun, tulip has given me a rational talking to on my journal and I'm thinking more clearly now! I need to chill!

What a bloody rollercoaster! X

 

[Lamburai1703]

I know. I need a talking to myself over lack of symptoms. Not feeling even remotely positive but not going to worry. There is no point.

 

[Beadette]

You are right. Whatever happens is already written - we have no control over it so worrying is a waste of energy!!

Now where's that chocolate xxxx

 

[debgreasby]

Huge hugs hunni, i can only imagine what you're going through

Don't make me come find you and give you a kick up the bum!!!

 

[Beadette]

Thanks Debs! I'll be good I promise!! Lol! PMA for the rest of the day now xxx

 

[w8ing4bean]

sending u massive hugs im sure bean will be making u feel sick again in no time go eat some chocolate hun xxxx

 

[taylor197878]

i know how u feel im so terrifed aswell after mmc last feb i have had 2 scan and seen the heartbeat twice but cant relax either,

only real sympton i have is tiredness, the rest comes and goes i did have nausia but that went away 3 days ago. if i hadnt had 2 scans last one was friday there i would be running up to the epu.

 

[hekate]

I feel you! I only feel a little sick now and then and when I am not feeling sick I seem to forget it ever happened and panic....but like the others said - no point in worrying...nothing can be done at this stage....
hope you had your chocolate and are feeling better!

 

[Tulip]

Nothing we can do, bud. Lucky that when one of us is having a low day, the other is bursting with PMA Five and a half days til you see a bean and a heartbeat xxxxxxx

 

[debgreasby]

I will be eagerly awaiting news of your scan on Saturday, you too Nik!

 

[Tulip]

I am refusing to look at the screen unless they tell me it's all OK.

 

[Beadette]

me too! My experience of scans are horrific to say the least! I'm soooo hoping that I see my little spud with a flashing heart beat!!! xxx

 

[Megg33k]

I can't wait to hear how happy you are after the scan comes out perfect!!!

 

[Beadette]

I certainly hope so meg!! Xxx

 

[Lolly W]

Good luck and today Beadette, I'm thinking of you. Will check back later for you update.

My scan is Monday so I know how you're feeling this morning x

 

[Kaylz--x]

Hope it all goes well for you today chick

 

[maratobe]

big hugs hunni