The BFP Before The 'Would Of Been' Due Date Thread - Any Joiners?

[Angel wings13]

Ttc- yes so far so good, I think....
I did have a UTI, as it turned out. Caught it real early though.
I have not had anymore tan cm. I'm really starting to think it's just a sensitive cervix. I don't even think it was "old blood",, wasn't brown enough. Next Thursday I go in for another scan, can't wait, should be able to hear the hb this time, not just see it.

 

[ttcbabyisom]

for tomorrow...for all of us that have experienced a loss or several losses...love you all!


Dear Mr. Hallmark,

I am writing to you from heaven,
and though it must appear

A rather strange idea,
I see everything from here.

I just popped in to visit,
your stores to find a card

A card of love for my mother,
as this day for her is hard.

There must be some mistake I thought,
every card you could imagine

Except I could not find a card,
from a child who lives in heaven.

She is still a mother too,
no matter where I reside

I had to leave, she understands,
but oh the tears she's cried.

I thought that if I wrote you,
that you would come to know

That though I live in heaven now,
I still love my mother so.

She talks with me, and dreams with me;
we still share laughter too,

Memories our way of speaking now,
would you see what you could do?

My mother carries me in her heart,
her tears she hides from sight.

She writes poems to honor me,
sometimes far into the night

She plants flowers in my garden,
there my living memory dwells

She writes to other grieving parents,
trying to ease their pain as well.

So you see Mr. Hallmark,
though I no longer live on earth

I must find a way,
to remind her of her wondrous worth

She needs to be honored,
and remembered too

Just as the children of earth will do.

Thank you Mr. Hallmark,
I know you'll do your best

I have done all I can do;
to you I'll leave the rest.

Find a way to tell her,
how much she means to me

Until I can do it for myself,
when she joins me in eternity.

Happy Mother's Day From Heaven...

It's the busiest day in Heaven
I'm planning a big surprise
To let you know I love you...
And that no one ever dies.
Even though you're down below
And I am up above,
I'm sending you these wishes
And all my angel love.
It's really quite exciting
To plan this big event.
For lots of gifts will come your
way And all are heaven sent.
First, I'll take a bubble bath-My splashes might cause some
rain. But knowing all the fun I'm
having,
Will help to ease your pain. Next, I'll get some pictures
In my halo and my gown.
So when you get to Heaven,
You can show them all around.
I have color crayons in Heaven,
And I will draw some stars so
bright
And place them in the sky today For you to see at night.

Then, Jesus will have story time.
And I will sit upon his lap.
He'll tell me all about you
Just before I take a nap.
I'll wake up full of energy
And play a game or two.
Before I finish sending
All my love to you
After snack I'll write a song
For all the birds to sing.
And know I've made you happy
With all the joy it brings.
At nighttime I'll be tired.
But I'll still hold you tight.
My arms will wrap around you
And keep you through the night.
And when you finally slumber,
I will kneel to pray.
Asking God to bless you
On this special Mother's bay.

 

[Angel wings13]

That's beautiful

 

[lomelly]

 

[3xBlessed]

Beautiful TTC!!!

 

[Kelly9]

SO nice

 

[armymama2012]

Thats beautiful and made me cry.

 

[MissMummyMoo]

Beautiful TTC x

 

[B&LsMom]

We do free nitrous in our office. My Dr always says its worth it to have a relaxed patient!! IV sedation is something we just started doing but I love that it has an amnesia type effect on people so you are relaxed and then don't remember anything!! Sedation with Valium or other oral drugs can be as good but it's hard to get the dosing to the perfect level sometimes!!

I can't really think of something that I really fear--several things I really don't like doing come to mind like PAPs--I wish I could get a Valium before those lol

I just can't get used to paps either. It's awkward to start with, and that swab always hurts! I'm 33, you'd think I'd be used to it, but nope!
The doctor always had to tell me to relax cuz I get scared and "clench up"

A few years ago my midwife was saying that she didn't think she could be in people's mouths all day and I was like are you kidding you have to be in woohas all day-- her reply back was there is nothing that is decayed or rotten in a vagina like there is in the mouth bahahaha to each there own I guess!

 

[armymama2012]

Not baby related-I am hurt beyond words right now. I made a bad financial decision last week that I am doing all I can to reverse. My husband has decided to open another checking account without me and basically give me and our children just enough funds to pay bills and survive on. All my plans for going back to college and buying anything for this baby after this month have been put through the shredder. I feel we are one step away from legal separation.

 

[Angel wings13]

Not baby related-I am hurt beyond words right now. I made a bad financial decision last week that I am doing all I can to reverse. My husband has decided to open another checking account without me and basically give me and our children just enough funds to pay bills and survive on. All my plans for going back to college and buying anything for this baby after this month have been put through the shredder. I feel we are one step away from legal separation.

I am SO sorry to hear that! Maybe things will calm down after he has a couple days to cool off. With a baby right around the corner, I don't see how he could let a mistake separate you two....
I don't know your situation obviously, and I don't want to pry, but sometimes marriage counseling works wonders.

I hope you guys pull through this, and I think you will.

 

[ttcbabyisom]

So, doc did get my results today afterall.
Hcg was 520 last Friday,
And 5242 yesterday!


Yesterday my doc was concerned given my history, today when the nurse called I could tell she was happy, and said my doc was very pleased with the results, and since they increased so much he said not to bother with the repeat! They said most likely just old blood, (TMI alert) probably caused by my, er- , orgasm, that I actually had in my sleep!
I'm on pelvic rest to be safe, due to history, but my hormonal body has its own ideas while I sleep! Apparently (maybe you guys knew this but I didn't) when people are told "pelvic rest", its not just intercourse, its the orgasm that can cause mini contractions!
I never thought of it that way!

I know I'm way behind but still want to respond. This is such great news Angel! Love that your HCG went up like that. Wow, i honestly had NO idea pelvic rest meant no orgasm either. Wow! I have those in my sleep sometimes too. Crazy. So happy for you.

 

[armymama2012]

Not baby related-I am hurt beyond words right now. I made a bad financial decision last week that I am doing all I can to reverse. My husband has decided to open another checking account without me and basically give me and our children just enough funds to pay bills and survive on. All my plans for going back to college and buying anything for this baby after this month have been put through the shredder. I feel we are one step away from legal separation.

I am SO sorry to hear that! Maybe things will calm down after he has a couple days to cool off. With a baby right around the corner, I don't see how he could let a mistake separate you two....
I don't know your situation obviously, and I don't want to pry, but sometimes marriage counseling works wonders.

I hope you guys pull through this, and I think you will.

We are working things out. He is allowing me access to both accounts. He just wanted to save more than we were previously and this was his way of making sure it happened. We both know we have issues to work on to make our relationship stronger. It is hard because we are physically separated (he is deployed until later in the year).

 

[ttcbabyisom]

Sorry about your loss oh the joy : hugs:

Baby Noah was born at 4.32am on Friday 19th April weighing 6lb 12oz. He's an amazingly content baby and the kids adore him to. Looking forward to getting home with him today!

Angel that's brilliant news about the results! Yes having organs can cause Braxton Hicks! We didn't have sex or anything in the first tri just to be safe this time! X

Precious baby MissMummyMoo!!! Love that name too!

 

[ttcbabyisom]

Here is my 34 week bump pic:

That's a perfect bump!

 

[ttcbabyisom]

I really hope you get some answers Blessed

Lovely bump Army

Here's a few pics of my littlest man, I've spoilered so as not to upset people

Spoiler

Just born:

https://i798.photobucket.com/albums/yy269/MissMummyMoo/IMG-20130419-WA0004_zpsac4017dd.jpg

https://i798.photobucket.com/albums/yy269/MissMummyMoo/IMAG0287_zpse5c87f3e.jpg

First Outfit

https://i798.photobucket.com/albums/yy269/MissMummyMoo/IMAG0290_zpsd98683fa.jpg

Beautiful Eyes

https://i798.photobucket.com/albums/yy269/MissMummyMoo/IMG-20130419-WA0005_zps4549e1f5.jpg

He's perfect!!!

 

[ttcbabyisom]

Hi everyone :wave:
So I had my viability scan yesterday, I was so scared yet excited too...

I'm measuring right on time and the heart was flickering away!

I was disappointed in the fuzziness of the pic, it actually worried me, but my doc said there was absolutely no reason to worry - he only uses low frequency so early on I guess to be on the safe side? I must have asked him 10 times if he was sure it should be so fuzzy, so I think he's getting an idea of how neurotic I can be

But they printed out 3 PCs and put them in a little album with a gift bag, so I decided at that point that I should believe him lol.
Too early to hear the heart, so I'm going back in 2 weeks to do that. Plus I'm high risk so I'm being monitored a bit during first tri.
Fx everything will still be looking good! Bubs has already made it further than my losses, I hope that continues!
Also hoping for nice clear pics

I just love news like this.

 

[ttcbabyisom]

My son Joshua turned 3 in Heaven today. I cried for a good 5 minutes once I put my daughter to bed (she turned 2 yesterday). Going to bed now. SIL gets married tomorrow and I'll be on my feet in high heels most of the day. I'm physically (bodywise) for this baby to be here but my house isnt ready!

I'm sorry army and it's great to just get those cries out like that. They usually make me feel better.

 

[ttcbabyisom]

I go to the dentist 3-4 times a week!! I work in a dental office hehe. It's really not that bad of a place to be ; )

Lol. The "tools" remind me of medieval torture devices!

Oh and the SOUNDS they make! Eek!

I read somewhere that fear of the dentist is one of the most common fears in American adults. Not necessarily their number one fear, but a major one nonetheless...

I know I.just have to suck it up and deal with it....sigh.

I have this fear...it's bad. I cancel my appointments all the time and they say "now Danielle, we have to get you back in." I tried asking for the gas but they just won't do it. He, he...why not??? I need something calming for all appointments, even just cleanings!

 

[ttcbabyisom]

We do free nitrous in our office. My Dr always says its worth it to have a relaxed patient!! IV sedation is something we just started doing but I love that it has an amnesia type effect on people so you are relaxed and then don't remember anything!! Sedation with Valium or other oral drugs can be as good but it's hard to get the dosing to the perfect level sometimes!!

I can't really think of something that I really fear--several things I really don't like doing come to mind like PAPs--I wish I could get a Valium before those lol

I'm jealous, i wish i went to your dentist office! They won't do any of that for us unless having a serious procedure. Ugh. I'm ok with PAP's. They don't bother me at all for some reason. Lol.