kayleigh&bump
Mum to Finnley & TTC #2
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dont think id have the guts to go to a meet! I hate trying to make small talk with people
hence being a loner ![haha :haha: :haha:](/styles/default/xenforo/smilies/haha.gif)
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DO NOT LAUGH AT ME!!
my status on facebook is true... i have been sitting here itching for hours![]()
DO NOT LAUGH AT ME!!
my status on facebook is true... i have been sitting here itching for hours![]()
im too scared to go to a bigger meet, id be so worried no one would realise im there & not miss me if i vanished...
sort of glad i cant go to BP meet ... in case no one really wanted to talk to me iykwim?
i dont have any good friends on here so cant safely say anyone would look out for me you know?
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That's exactly why I wimp out of goingReally wanted to go to the last meadowhall one tho, but couldn't :/
hence why i still eat them... take a priton first and its fne... forget i go red and blotchy like a strawberry.
Right im going to bed... OH has turned the lights off lol!! I get the hint...
hehe im always pretty quiet, just around family and friends everything i say has a point or a joke or a meaning... i have conversations as they just "appear" ... with others, the conversation isnt there, and i struggle, so i just faff along making no sense and not being funny![]()
as ive got older i can talk more, to other people, but i still find it unnatural and could quite happily sit alone at a wedding reception for example, not moving, dancing or talking to anyone, and still enjoy myself. Buffets helpbut i like people watching, rather than being listened to. - one of the reasons i like photography i guess, a picture says a 1000 words so i dont have to
bit sad really isnt it !!
pmsl, which one went wrong?
i went to the manchester one last time and everyone knew each other already so no one spoke to me! i'm a cool lonerhaha