but I just can't wait for this pregnancy to be over. I want my baby fully grown but oh my GOD I just want it to be over! I feel like I'm just sitting around in my shitty life situation and there isn't a damn thing I can do about it until she gets here. I can't get a job, I can't get my own place because I can't get a job. I'm SO far in student debt it would make your hair curl and I can't do anything about it. I'm just freaking stuck. I just wish I had someone to do this with. I'm so freaking pissed off tonight that I'm stuck with all this burden all by myself. Its not even like I can find anyone to even just make it seem a little better because nobody around here wants anything to do with a pregnant woman or her infant daughter I don't even know anyone around here whos gone through the same thing. At least if they don't work out their relationship, most guys here were brought up with the morals that they take care of their kids. I live in a place that boasts such strong family ties that it isn't even an option for most guys to leave. But no, I had to date the one asshole who made his way to NL that was brought up like a freaking animal Just feel like I'm stuck in a hopeless situation that has no way of getting any better any time soon.