This is it...last month trying....

[ohmyitschelsi]

The evil witch is sure to show her ugly face soon... And Ive decided after month after month of nothing but disappointment and sadness after seeing a BFN for almost 2 years, I'm going to try my HARDEST this month, do everything to 100%, I quit smoking cigarettes, going to drink LOTS of water, eat carrots, grapefruit juice (both for CM) AND cross my fingers...and BD every damn day...BUT if it doesn't work, I am OFFICIALLY on a TTC BREAK!

Pray for me ladies, because I am legit losing my mind every single month....

All I wanted for Christmas was a ...I don't even want to celebrate now...

 

[trying hard]

It can be so hard to stay positive some times. Good luck honey

 

[Armywife84]

Good luck! Hopefully it happens.

But if not, I believe you should get everything else on your Christmas list!

 

[StorkStalker]

Best of luck ohmyitschelsi!! I hope this is your month!!

 

[Princess Lou]

I feel l like giving up every month, I'm very stubborn though and always get what I want (I know that sounds bratty but I don't mean material things) and refuse to allow this to be the one thing I don't get.

Do you have a good support network around you? That can help loads.

I hope in the future you try again. X

 

[Ame]

Good luck!! I think we are going to take a break after this month too. Its so frustrating and hard to deal with every month.

 

[melgarte]

I imagine how you feel. every month the same feelings. waiting and hoping. it all seems so easy, but it´s not. it will be the perfect time soon.

 

[blueeyedgirl1]

I'm envious and proud of all you ladies planning to take a break. Every month I tell myself we're going to take a month off and try to de-stress, and every time I completely ignore it and throw myself into it even harder. And then the disappointment is greater every single time.

Well done for putting your mental health first - nothing is worth wasting your life being miserable.

Now if I could only practice what I preach...