vmcsherry
preggo mama of 1
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Hi there! I haven't posted here in quite a while, mainly due to actually getting a handle on this motherhood thing and also we might be TTC.
I have been thinking about us having another LO for a while and I felt I needed to let my OH know. He had a really hard time dealing with our DD's birth, it was slightly traumatic, and it is still a "sore" subject. He found it hard to shake the memories of the birth and sunk into a depression for about 4 months. I would wake in the night for our LO's feeds and he would be crying. It was pretty horrible to be honest, I felt for a while that he regretted having her although he never said it. Back in January I basically had to have an intervention with him and demanded he get the f*ck over what happened as I needed him back and our daughter needed him. He quit smoking, cut his drinking and started to exercise to take care of himself.
A year later he is doing really well, he adores our LO and it is nearly hard to believe we went through what we did. I brought up wanting to try for another baby and he basically said he was scared sh*tless as he doesn't want what happened the last time to happen again, and there is no guarantees everything would be ok as pregnancy and the birth is so unpredictable. I explained to him that LIFE is unpredictable and the next time we would be prepared for every eventuality.
I asked him basically we wont be having another baby because he is too scared?? He told me not to put that on him. The conversation ended with me asking him if I was disregarding his feelings by wanting to try for another baby or is he being selfish for not wanting another baby because of being scared? He said he didn't know and that was it.
I feel like we are in limbo now as he didnt say he didnt want to try he just said he was scared.
If any of you lovely ladies could give me your thoughts on my situation I would appreciate it! xo
I have been thinking about us having another LO for a while and I felt I needed to let my OH know. He had a really hard time dealing with our DD's birth, it was slightly traumatic, and it is still a "sore" subject. He found it hard to shake the memories of the birth and sunk into a depression for about 4 months. I would wake in the night for our LO's feeds and he would be crying. It was pretty horrible to be honest, I felt for a while that he regretted having her although he never said it. Back in January I basically had to have an intervention with him and demanded he get the f*ck over what happened as I needed him back and our daughter needed him. He quit smoking, cut his drinking and started to exercise to take care of himself.
A year later he is doing really well, he adores our LO and it is nearly hard to believe we went through what we did. I brought up wanting to try for another baby and he basically said he was scared sh*tless as he doesn't want what happened the last time to happen again, and there is no guarantees everything would be ok as pregnancy and the birth is so unpredictable. I explained to him that LIFE is unpredictable and the next time we would be prepared for every eventuality.
I asked him basically we wont be having another baby because he is too scared?? He told me not to put that on him. The conversation ended with me asking him if I was disregarding his feelings by wanting to try for another baby or is he being selfish for not wanting another baby because of being scared? He said he didn't know and that was it.
I feel like we are in limbo now as he didnt say he didnt want to try he just said he was scared.
If any of you lovely ladies could give me your thoughts on my situation I would appreciate it! xo