Confession time...Well I feel like an awful person now. One of my friends who in all fairness is a week ahead of me (so a week overdue) just had her water break and my first thought was apparently my inner 3 year old saying "not fair! I want my water to break!" I feel awful for being so jealous, pissed off and upset at the moment, but I do feel that way. I know I should be happy and excited for her but I'm not. Now I'm all wound up and can't even knock myself out with drugs, its going to be a long night. Sorry to just unload all my dumb feelings but I know you guys know exactly how it feels. Going to go crawl into bed and hope for sleep now.